Is anyone else doing really bad right now? Like, even for yourself?

i literally need one more exam and a six week practical and i would have my degree. cant be fucked to organize either and its been 2 months. havent even got drug problem as an excuse.

m-maybe tomorrow!

>>35498347
I used to be at the point where very thought that filled my head was about killing myself. It didn't matter if I was bored, happy, in love, excited, sad, it was always suicidal thoughts then I went to therapy and have had maybe 10% of the thoughts I used to but now its creeping back to where it used to be and all I wanna do is sleep all day. When I get on my computer I don't even do anything, reddit and 4chan are boring and the same thing everytime and video games just aren't as fun as they used to.

I really wanna end it all because life is just miserable and I'll never get my cutie gf that I've always dreamed of.

I've been like that for the past 4 years. I don't want to do anything, I don't want to feel anything, I don't want to think at all. It's all so tiring, everything is terrible and I feel like shit from the moment I wake up to the moment I go to bed.

>>35499420

Getting a QT GF wouldn't help.
I got the cutest one, but due to circumstances we can't see each other (living in different countries). I spent the most amazing month of my life with her, but even during that I still felt miserable. It was like in those cliche pictures. You two standing somewhere in public and hugging and you just gaze into the distance thinking "why am I not enjoying this why do I still want to die".

Now I'm looking at an empty tab in my browser, thinking about how it's impossible for us to live together and why I can't just die in my sleep to solve my inadequacies.