FUCK I JUST NEED TO DO IT ALL I DO IS FUCKING PROCRASTINATE ALL

>>35497495
just gotta do it, brah

>>35497495
just drop out and hang yourself

>>35497556>>35497532
I JUST LIE IN BED ALL DAY MAN, IM SLOWLY ASCENDING TO ULTIMATE ROBOT AUTIST TIER
SOMETIMES THROUGH MY DAY I FEEL INSPIRED AS FUCK, LIKE MY LIFE IS ABOUT TO CHANGE - BUT I ONLY TRY FOR A LITTLE BIT THEN SUDDENLY FEEL ULTRA DEPRESSED AAAND IT KEEPS REPEATING AND REPEATING

>>35497615
work through the depression. even if what you make is a piece of shit (if you're a creative, most of what you make you will probably think is a piece of shit because that's just the curse) it can be a good learning experience for how to get better next time. just make it a daily routine. things are easier to do if they're a habit.

>>35497641
ITS BEEN SO FUCKING LONG MAN, IM GLAD THAT I DONT REMEMBER THE PAST TIMES IVE BROKE DOWN LIKE THIS, THE META-AWARENESS WOULD MAKE ME MORE FUCKING NUTS THAN I AM RIGHT NOW

I LOVE PROGRAMMING BUT I DONT, I LOVE DESIGN/3D MODELLING BUT I DONT, IT THIS COME AND GO FEELING OF LETHARGY AND INSPIRATION WHICH I CANT TAKE ANYMORE

NOTHING MAKES ME CRY ANYMORE, THE FEELINGS ARE JUST TRAPPED, DEEP INSIDE MY MIND UNTIL A RARE OCCURRENCE WERE I LET MYSELF LOOSE