Anyone else completely beyond redemption?
I've utterly given up on any semblance of a normal life. I have no interest at all in socializing, having friends, or having a girlfriend (or at least I've thoroughly convinced myself of this). I have no hobbies except consuming digital media. No passion, no drive. No desire to work, or study, or maintain relationships with anybody, or anything.
I don't commit suicide for two reasons. One is because most methods I'm aware of are prone to failure and potentially painful. The second is because I can still glean pleasure from eating, masturbating, and consuming media.
>he still gets pleasure from consuming media and masturbating
masturbating is a double edged sword, feels good and right while you're doing it and for 5-10 seconds after, then makes you just feel shittier for a day
definitely
I have no hope anymore
I only exist for vidya and anime
>>35493096
I'm in the same situation, OP, although I like to believe I can still be saved.
>>35493096
You just described my existence to the letter, OP. To say I have no ties to the world is a gross understatement. A lot of days have been a grapple with suicide lately.
I don't see any way out.
NO ESCAPE R9K
THIS IS US
THIS IS OUR LIVES
BILLIONS OF YEARS OF EVOLUTION
THE DEAD ENDS
THE GENETIC
DEAD
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