Aw fuck guys I tried making things better. I really did. I quit

>>35490883
>he fell for the "just do/don't do X!" meme
>not understanding your issues are far more deeply seated

Welcome back, fag. Fuck self improvement, self destruction is where it's at. You'll always be a loser so might as well embrace it.

>>35490883
Yeah I've been looking for company for years. You holding up okay OP?

>>35490883
I think the most important thing is you gotta do you. Do things your interested in and like, and at first forget about everyone else. Relax a little. Once you find things you enjoy then you can start branching out and talking to people that also like those things. I think too many people here just try and go talk to random faggots, who they have nothing in common with.

My challenge to you is to go find one activity or hobby that you do outside of your house. Find something and stick with it for 12 weeks. The first month, stick to yourself, get the basics, look at shit online, maybe ask a few questions to someone else who is doing a similar thing. Second month, ask a few more questions and have a conversation with some people who you have started to recognize. Then the third month you know people's names and some shit about them. Ask someone to hangout (get food, watch a sports game, other gay shit normies do).

Find something you like, push yourself slightly out of your comfort zone, you can do it.

>>35490940
I always knew how bad things were. I used to post on here all the time about how being a robot was more than just >tfw no gf
That it was a mental disease we'd never be rid of until it kills us

But I guess I'm too much of a sentimental person to believe what I know is true. I found you can say whatever you want, you can think whatever you want, but deep down you only really believe what you want to be true. No matter what you think is true, no matter what you KNOW to be true, you'll always hold on to the truth you want.

>>35490958
I guess. I'm really angry about a lot of things right now. Feel like doing nothing forever. It's fucking stupid that I just have to accept that I'm literally nobody. It's fucking stupid that I can't do shit.

>>35490960
Not really. Most days I think about killing myself. Well, every day, but sometimes it's just out of habit and the feeling isn't really there. I don't think I'll ever do it. But maybe I will. It'd be a hell of a lot easier if I did.

>>35491108
I get this lecture every time I open up to someone. I'd have thought maybe not here. For the most part you guys understand how hopeless things are. There is no acceptance for me. I'm fucked in the head. I think about killing people. I think about killing myself. I don't enjoy anything I do. I can't find something to immerse myself in, I find literally everything tedious and boring. And even then there's no point. People never could make me feel better. Talking to people was just the closest I could get. I knew, I always did, even if I had a girlfriend nothing would change.
It's a mental thing. It's not something I have any control over.
I'm at the mercy of some apathetic force of nature

>>35491181
>>35491241

I feel the despair Anon I do. But have you given up on yourself?

>>35491347
I don't know anymore. I want to stop thinking about all this shit. Hope, pain, fear, suffering, work, joy, all this shit just feels so repetitive and tiring. I'm so tired. I'm so fucking tired. I just want to be done with it all.