When I was a little kid, I used to make YouTube videos with multiple

>when I was a little kid
>Minecraft
This timeline doesn't make sense

Your tastes changed. Nobody is stopping you from doing the shit you did as a kid

>>35490528
Not OP but the beta came out in 2010, which was 7 years ago. If OP is an 18 year old college freshman, he could've played it as early as 11, which is a kid still. I'm 24 and I would've considered myself a kid until I was 16 tbqh

Kek im the same way. no drive or creativity left. i used to spend hours making music and doing little prijects. now the creativity and drive is gone. and i dont even go to college or work unfortunately. maybe its because of the internet. but then again i had the internet as a kid too.

I some times come across a drawing I did or some computer program I wrote or an electronic circuit I designed and put together. I might come across old chat logs (I used to save and document everything) and marvel at the precocious wit I used to have. Now at 30 I know I can't keep up. I fall short of my teen self physically and especially mentally. Years of wageslaving and isolation and addiction to opiates and fetish pornography have dulled my mind to the point where I cannot reason any more. If I disagreed with you I used to engage in a civil albeit witty debate. Now I'll just call you a faggot and switch tabs.

I have lost that spark that redeemed my more unsavoury qualities. I am dead now. My body, now pale, bloated and aching, simply refuses to accept it.

>>35490534
>>35490612
>>35490647
so bros

how do we fix this

>>35490647
>might come across old chat logs (I used to save and document everything)
Lol I just came across some screenshots I took of old Runescape chats back when I used to ERP with a "milf" because I thought I was the hottest shit back when I was 13 and typing my sexual moves. I guess I saved them as a trophy even though years later I realized it was probably another young teen just roleplaying

Tfw no joy in video games unless I get high
Then I get inspiration and shout charge !!! In total war

>>35490735
The reason I began smoking weed is because it makes me feel like a kid again

I remember smoking with my friends and we agreed we felt like children when stoned

>played heaps of vidya whole life
>studied television and film
>now review games for TV show
Look at me now mom

Oh child it gets much much worse.
You still have video games and weed. When you get older you'll have nothing but chores and errands.

I used to find games and discovering stuff as a kid
The i grow the i feel isolate to people i cant find my self enjoying stuff alone anymore
The creativity died out with stress, anxiety and depression
I desperate for attentions from online game
>that guy is funny
>he is good
Is the only thing i can get nowdays
I just masturbate and feel sorry myself day by day
I wasted 3 years of my life already