>only way you fit in is by pretending
>no actual sense of identity aside from niche interests
>personality is malleable depending on who you're around
This is fucking miserable. I don't even know who I am anymore.
i'm feeling like this too rn, like a part of you is missing and you've got no clue where to look
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>>35466756
it's called 'growing up'
you'll be fine
That's because your trying to identify with you persona and not yourself, only the normiest of normies and the spergiest of spergs are who they present themselves a to others.
>>35466402
I think that's how it is by default.
You should try looking into Zen Buddhism.
There is no "self".