What do you do to pass the time r9k? when the sense of existential dread kicks in and you need an outlet to focus on?
I've been writing fragments of a short story lately. Probably will never become anything but when the urge hits I'll write a character interaction between two or more figures.
They're always in the same time period and town but they don't really intersect so far, just little scenes of their lives. I'm thinking of making it a cohesive story.
>>35464779
Recently I've just been allowing it to overwhelm me. It's either that or I start thinking about my oneitis again.
Sometimes I wonder if she knows the power she has over me. Sometimes I wonder if she even cares.
Apparently she told a coworker "I'll make you love me then leave". The fact that I'm still chasing her is a testament to my own stupidity.
>>35464843
I feel that, I gave up on mine years ago but still think about her daily. She'll be happy once you stop pursuing, doesn't mean you need to get over her, but put her happiness first meng.
>>35464779
It's torn me to shreds. School's been an inconsistent focus, days just seem to go by.
I've been trying to find something to focus on besides amateur internet entrepreneurship, so I'm focusing on improving my wardrobe and getting fit
I go on a late night drive and listen to synthwave