>get fit and healthy over course of couple years
>no longer get joy from junk food or binge drinking
>constantly obsessing over macros, nutrition etc...
>working out and exercising all the time
>Feel better physically than ever before in my life
Also feeling miserable and like I can't enjoy life anymore though. Don't want to slip back into my slothful unhealthy habits. Anyone else feel more miserable after getting aesthetic ? Probably also since I am even lonelier than before since i don't hang out with drunks or fat asses anymore ( now hang out with nobody).
Yea I did the same a few years back. Got really into lifting and got ripped. I thought it would fix me. That id finally get a gf. Pretty stupid really since I'm attractive anyway. I don't know thigh. Just thought lifting and changing my body would change my mind somehow and make me more confident. Girls started hitting on me a lot more but I'm too autistic to do anything, I get weird when people touch me and retreat from the situation. Honestly I just stopped caring and gave up it all. The only thing I really enjoy in life is food anyway. I'll probably be a fat fuck when I'm older. I used to go around saying "I'll never be fat" to my overweight parents as well. What a proud fool I was.
>>35461562
Someone post in here REEEEEE
>>35462249
MY COMMENT NOT GOOD ENOUGH BUDDY?
>>35462724
You actually posted right as I did. Don't think I'm ready to just give up and become a slob. I think the key is working on my social life as well as professional life so I can get a girl and maybe friends eventually.