I'm being forced to die. Family disowned me and society

>>35456583
text me. my kik is acinonyxAnonymous. let's be friends robot

>>35456583
I know what you're going through and I really wish there were something I could do to help in this sort of situation but nature must have a good reason dressing these circumstances on certain people. Maybe it's for learning and maybe it's the "body" rejecting something harmful or foreign from itself. Whatever the case it certainly feels like injustice.

What did your family disown you for, if you don't mind an anon asking?

>>35456583
Go look for a religious organization to take pity on you and get you back up on your feet

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>>35457054
>back up on your feet
He should
He said hes going to die on 1st june.Op should sign up for LFE and die after 1st july second or so so he can have a happy afterlife

>>35456583
hard truth m8, if you are a social outcast society will not do a single thing for you, most will actively try to make it worse for you until you bend to their way of playing the game of life

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It is possible that the progenitor of your issues is in fact yourself.

>>35456583
You should become a bandit. If society is trying to kill you, you could really make them hurt

>>35457019
>What did your family disown you for

It's hard to explain especially to people with decent parents. A lot of families are naturally dysfunctional. The parents hate themselves and each other, and they see what they hate in themselves in you, and they see what they hate in each other in you, and so they fucking hate you too. It's the polar opposite of love and support.

There's no real 'why' other than that they're just hateful abusive pieces of shit.

>>35457339
I'm too good of a person to ever hurt anyone like that.

I've hit people before but I would never seriously hurt someone.

>>35457751
I understand more than you realize. Only when I had developed pretty serious mental problems because of their abuse, one started feeling guilty, mostly because she fears going to hell for it and the other rotted away and died. The damage was already done by that point though has only gotten progressively worse. Kinda like you (I guess), I know what my fate is and I hate everything about the situation. Bad luck, I suppose.

>>35457308
>*lose legs in car crash*
>"It is possible that the progenitor of your inability to walk is in fact yourself"
Hang yourself.

Why do you retards even post this kind of stuff

>>35456583
If you have any money left or can sell plasma or something can you get a bus ticket to a country with a decent social safety net?

>>35458360
I have a passport and I could probably make it to Canada if I sold everything I own.

I'm not sure being homeless in Canada would be much better though.

Die June 2nd just incase. What if dying on June 1st can cause a soul shatter?

>>35458515
WAIT NO JULY 2ND THAT'S AFTER SOUL SHATTER M.

No, like, OP, it actually just is that hard. It's that hard for everyone. You have to make your resume better, you have to apply to more places.

OP. you can always find a vacant house, break in and replace the locks, and prepare a fake lease to a person who doesnt exist, for when the cops inevitably come. With that fake lease youre not a squatter, youre an actual tenant and the cops cant do shit, it becomes a matter for the courts, which you can drag out for months. go and turn the water on manually, and get the power turned on, and youll have a couple extra months to figure shit out.

Have you tried call centers? They actually don't require you to have legs unlike other jobs would. The other person can't even tell you have no legs.

All this means is that you have 3 months to find a job, so keep trying, don't just cosign yourself to death when you still have three months left.

>>35458725
This. And if you need money, you can just robs some banks. And if anyone takes issue with what you're doing, you can just murder them and shit.

>>35456583
Why should anyone give you money if you're unemployable?

What makes you deserving of a handout?

>>35458894
>What makes you deserving of a handout?
If the fucking banks can get one, any retard should get one.

>>35458844
Even if I get a job it won't pay enough to make rent and they'll fire me after a couple of months.

I've been trying this for almost 10 years, a steady job that pays enough to live does not exist.

>>35458894
I'm not unemployable. I'm a great worker. Very intelligent, honest, hard working, I'm 10x better than most people.

That doesn't mean anyone would be willing to hire me.

>>35459025
>That doesn't mean anyone would be willing to hire me.

If no one wants to employ you, you aren't employable.

If you can't convince anyone to hire you, I don't really see why you'd be deserving of a handout.

>>35459013
>If the fucking banks can get one, any retard should get one

I dunno, how many politicans have YOU bought off with hundreds of thousands of dollars in "campaign contributions" over the last 20+ years?

>>35459185
I'm going to stop replying to you now, because you are clearly baiting.

Alternatively, you're one of those retards who's determined to hate me regardless of whether it's justified.

>>35459327
>wants handout
>can't explain why he should get one

Fuck replying to me. At the least come up with a decent reply to these questions that you can give when asked irl.

Perhaps then, someone may actually give you something.

>>35459482
I don't want a handout you retard I want to WORK. FOR MONEY.

I guarantee that whatever your job is, I can do it better than you can.

That doesn't mean I'd get hired for it. Do you understand what I'm saying, idiot?

There is obviously something that the OP is not telling us. He probably is incredibly unlikable or has some weird habit or something.

There is a place for people with literally nowhere left to go. The French Foreign Legion, as long as you aren't too bad of a criminal they'll take you. Especially if you truly have no other options, that seems to be a requirement.

>>35459609
>wants to receive disability pay even though he doesn't qualify for it
>"I don't want a handout"

Whatever you say, OP.

>>35456583
You should join ISIS.
They'll help.

>>35460179
This.
orioriorigiolal

>>35456583
>On June 1st I'm hanging.

Why wait? Rope's cheap.

>>35459956
Pretty sure social welfare is for people who cannot work, if OP is truthful and actually cannot work I see no reason why he shouldn't receive welfare

Why are you being so dramatic? Walmart and other places hire literally anybody. A lot of peoples families suck. Society doesn't want you dead. Either keep trying or give up, those are your two options.

It's gonna suck for you for a long time, just keep pushing through, you're gonna make it.

>>35456583
I find it hard to believe you can't find a labourer position
I can have you a job ready tonorrow were always hiring, literally always

Christ will save YOU
if you ask
(Not in this funked up world though, but in eternal light of euphoria)

>>35460445
Fun fact: you're required to pay a certain (large) amount of money into income taxes before you qualify to receive disability.

>>35460479
I've applied to Walmart several times and never gotten an interview. Also the Lowe's next door, and the Verizon store across the street, and McDonald's, Burger King, Wendy's, KFC, and literally every other place.

>>35460519
If you can get me a full time job within 50 miles of Syracuse, NY I will pay you $100 from my first check. Plus another $500 if they keep me on past June. Not joking.

>>35459956
You seem like the kind of person to spit on the homeless, anon.

what makes you unloved and unemployable? are you a racist or something?

>>35458325
Are you being slow on purpose? Which do you think feels better for the person you replied to to believe? 1) A largely and possibly completely blameless person can through no fault of his own be forced to choose between taking his own life or starvation by an uncaring merciless society of which the person you replied to is no doubt part of. 2) OP is lazy or somehow morally suspect and simply deserves whichever situation he found himself in, thereby freeing the poster from any and all guilt. Additionally since the poster presumably believes himself to be free himself of whichever vague fault he is accusing the OP of, the poster can be assured that it will not happen to him. GUESS, 1) or 2) ?

>>35460652
I'm poor and I don't have any friends.

That makes me absolute scum to 99% of people.

>>35460701
What does that have to do with employability though? Potential employers can't even see that shit

>>35456583
Are you a registered sex offender or something?

>>35459025
What country are you in? I might be able to hook you up with a job.

>>35460828
They can see that I don't own a suit. They can see that I can't afford a haircut. They can see that my license is suspended from unpaid tickets. They can see that I've been arrested for stealing food. They can see that I wasn't able to go to college. They can see that I've got very long gaps in my resume. They can see that I've got poor references or none at all. Etc etc etc etc.

>>35460445
>>35460649
OP claims that he is not only capable of working various jobs, but that he is great at it. Adding to this, he also feels as though he deserves disability pay.

I'd suggest that he is not as wonderful of an employee as he likes to claim. Such a claim would be backed up by an employment history, that would make him pretty attractive to employers. He could also be eligible to get federal employment through Schedule A hiring.

You are perfect soldier material op

>>35460958
>They can see that I've got very long gaps in my resume.
You should edit this and use a fake resume. I got my first job when I was 25, after being NEET for 8 years. How old are you?

>>35456583
Join a monastery or commit a crime.

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>>35456583
OP I was in the same boat. I even ended up homeless and have a fucking felony for stealing food.
I think a switch flipped off in me and I became vicious as fuck at that point. I didn't care if I wound up dead, I was going to fuck people over and take my life back.
I already had a criminal record so I started doing shady business.
I was cold and didn't care if someone was pointing a gun to my head. Gang members loved me.
I made quite a bit of cash and after being able to take care of myself I softened back up a bit and went back to a somewhat better lifestyle.
People still don't care if I die. Everyone is out for themselves and you have to be too.
Even when I see a fucking doctor over some pretty bad shit, they could care less and make huge mistakes without any disregard.
Every man for his fucking self.

>>35460593
Canada sorry bud
I'd do it for free if you got a work visa, I'm south of Ottawa very close to the New York border

Society collectively does not want you to die. That is why we pay taxes to provide food stamps, welfare, and other government assistance programs. Talk with you local DSHS office or your city or ask your county visitor information desk about where to inquire. That is also why we donate to charities that provide for the poor and the homeless. If people did not want you to take advantage of these programs, they would not fund them with their hard-earned money.

Capitalism often produces unfair or inhumane results. These circumstances are called "market failures." Everyone is aware that capitalism is flawed, mostly due to imperfect access to information, the "tragedy of the commons," and bystander syndrome. That is why we have governments and charities, whose purpose is to correct for market failures.

>>35460985
Regardless of whether his claims are true or not he should at least be able to get some sort of safety net to help him back on his feet.

>>35457013
OK

Originalio

>>35461219
Have you ever received any of these benefits?

It's practically impossible.

>>35456583
alaskan fishery processors
get your CDL and be a truck cuck
southern border wall building militia

hang in there OP i never thought i would ever be one to say this but the future is fuckin bright and theres room for you.

t. a boring but lucky guy

>>35461990
also california is complaining about beaners leaving their posts picking berries etc supposedly whatever truth there is to that

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I want to harm my scumbag fucking piece of shit worthless father as much as possible but he feels no guilt whatsoever because he's human garbage. I can't beat the shit out of him or murder him like he fucking deserves either. It's really frustrating how unfair this is.

>>35456583
You have 3 months to learn how to survive in the woods/gather resources for your departure. Good luck anon.

>>35458480
In Canada you can live in a bed bug infested homeless shelter and eat meals at churches/food bank. You can also get free prescription drugs that you can sell on the street for some spending money. Although our healthcare/welfare system is falling apart so our doctors are cracking down on giving away drugs.

>>35461101

>felony for stealing food

What shithole country are you from where you get a felony for stealing a bit of food?

>>35461572
Not if he fucked up and didn't register for Selective Service before he turned 26.

You can't ever fix that, and it bars you from federal jobs, federal student loans, federal job placement assistance, federal disability benefits, and lots more.

Basically if you fail to do that, no federal services are available to you.

Why won't manual labor take you?

>>35460958
If you've been applying for a lot of jobs, and being turned down with vague reasons, a background check might be returning something horrible.

Many places have automated background checks built into the applicant tracking software they use, and any applicants that have something bad enough get rejected before a human sees them,

Equifax runs one of the biggest automated background check databases, and you can get your file from them once a year by sending in a form.

http://www.theworknumber.com/Employees/DataReport/report_request.pdf

>>35462551
Did OP state how old he is?

Society owes you nothing just like you owe nothing to society.

If you're so desperate to survive then pick up a survival book and learn how to live off the land.

>>35461120
In canada and in the maritimes where do I go for work?

>>35456583
Is your porn collection really that important?

>>35462678
No, but from the tone it sounded like a bunch of options recently closed off; It was the first thing that came to mind that would have suddenly cut off a lot of employment options, as well as welfare payments.

>>35462705
>this cuck wants to not starve. What a faggot.
>Where the hell are my neetbux? I need a new graphics card for LoL.

>>35462884
Yeah, it did seem that way.

>>35462922
how do I get neet bux in canada

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>>35456583
Anon, I murdered someone and fled to Brazil and was homeless in the amazon for 6 months, i survived off squirrel and fish. Eventually I gathered my shit and traveled to Guyana to get a job and eventually had gathered enough money and flew to Sweden to go back to my first world life. You need to run away and find a new life before its too late

>>35462807
>maritimes
Other than the random min wage job or a manual labor job thru connections there is no work. Just get a bus ticket and move out west.

>>35463082
Its a retarded system. If you are living on the street you just have to go live in a shelter and rely on churches and food banks for food. But if you are currently renting a room you can get around 500$ per month to cover the expenses. Once I was living in a car which is basically on the street and the gov couldnt give me anything. But now that I have a residence I can get $500 a month.

>>35456583
What are homeless shelters.

>>35456583
Do you smoke meth by any chance?

>>35459609
lel

Not that anon, but could you be a better TA to a Chemistry Prof? You seem uneducated and rude, I think not.

>>35456583
>this is the eventual fate of all NEETS

>>35465149
This is why it is important for NEETs to take a short break, and earn $5040 a year. That's the minimum you need to earn to get a full count of SSI credits per year.

If you do that for a couple of years, your disability payments will be much higher, as the system is biased towards people who "tried" to work.

>>35465027
TAs are retarded entitled shit head scum in my country. They make $45 an hour working 20 hours a week and strike every two years, unironically believing they deserve MORE money and shutting down the entire university for months. There is nothing smart about being a TA.

>>35463389
Sounds interesting but doubtful

Any proof?

>>35456583
>On June 1st I'm hanging.
Has this place taught you nothing? You of all seem to be most fit to carry the burning torch, in all of our names. You are being denied the right to live by those who do not deserve. Exact vengeance, opportunities like this come once in a lifetime. Die by the hands of others directly, indirectly, or at your own hands, but die with pride and dignity in your mind, heart, and soul. The weight of this burden we all bear is heavy even when shared, but you have the strength to release yourself with great power, and invoke fear and sorrow into the hearts of those who oppose you.
"All those who walk the sacred path will find salvation, even in death. With this sacrament of blood, we journey into the divine beyond."

late, not reading thread, sure there is similar advice. you are clearly young. you can function in society always even if you just sleep on the corner and have a jar for change, especially if you have life in you. you will find the ability to take comfort in any sweet nectar in life, especially leaving meagerly (especially if forced). many people, more than you know, function in a way so alien to what youve experienced you have no idea what you take granted at this time. some do it willingly, others must grow to accept their cards. but you may move toward a goal, very easily if dedicated, playing your cards with determination. but you will go no where unless you try. good luck, with love, xoxo, your frind, anon

>>35465443
deep truth

i agree with society on this one. adios OP, you clearly won't be missed

>>35456583
Steal a boat at a rich dock somewhere in Florida. Disable the GPS first. Sail to some rich fucks island. They are never there but rarely. Live off the land, have fun. Sail some more. If you are gonna kill yourself, might as well have some fun first.

>>35456583
>Society wants me fucking dead.

Society is not the ultimate will you must submit to, nature's will is. You've not given any thought to going out into nature and surviving as your ancestors did for millions of years, likely because you're a lazy fuck who doesn't want to do something that seems difficult. I'm guessing there's more to the story than you're telling us as to why society won't hand you things.

In any case, you'll surely refuse my suggestion on the basis of its perceived difficulty, so know that there are shelters that will feed and house you. Mostly church groups, there's some good to all the christfaggotry after all. Use your computer while you have it to compile a list of places that will offer aid. When you get out there, stay away from the junkies, you'll realize pretty much every homeless person is in that situation because of alcoholism, hard drugs, or past felony convictions. Sexual offenses seem to be common, which is why I don't give my money to those chuds.

>>35460593
>He applied to one shopping center and expects a job

Lmao. Those places get a shit ton of applicants because that's what everyone does. Expand your boundaries, utilize the internet, apply to warehouses, offices, any other business you can think of. The jobs you see are surface jobs, and that's what all the young recent graduates, of which there are plenty, are applying to. However they're not going to get shit because immigrants and their kids treat temporary entry level positions like careers and never quit, not to mention the labor surplus they cause due to overpopulation.

>>35461101
>Stealing food
>He doesn't realize grocery stores literally fill multiple dumpsters with food that's about to expire every day (you may need bolt cutters, only a misdemeanor for cutting the lock but you could offer to pay for a new one)
>He doesn't realize christcucks shell out tons of food at food banks

Use your brain anon, then again you probably wound up on the streets because you didn't.

>>35456583
have you tired volunteer work. like on a farm or something for awhile. They are sure to say yes you work for them and they give a bed and foodin return.

>>35457103
whats LFE?

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>>35456583
I know these feels too well.

My story:
>go to university
>find a fantastic girlfriend
>after 5 years I get my diploma
>My fiancee and I arelady plan our future life
>go home to my hometown
>can't find a job
>try to find one in the city where I've studied - nope, nothing
>can't do manual labor, because my spine is a mess since high school (I'm in great pain in this moment, too); I could even get into wheelchair
>society wants me to do shitty public work (do the same job as an uneducated noone, but get payed UNDER minimum wage)
>I decided to continue my search for a job that pays at least minimum wage
>fiancee decides that distant relationship is not ok, and leaves me (funny thing is, it felt like she gave up on me from the first seconds I finished university....)
>depression kicks in - I wanted to live with that girl... now what's the point of life?
>less and less job interviews, my moral slowly fades away day by day
>now I have depression, wanted to commit suicide many, many times, my blood pressure is too high, I need medication
>just fuck my shit up, familioni

Noone fucking cares, Anon - I know that feeling.
You walk the streets, and it seems like you and other people are two different species.
You exist outside society.
Even if you act like a human being, people can literally smell that you are different, that you are pariah.
If you have friends, they will slowly disappear.
And you will understand why: after all, even you hate yourself.

A few days ago I applied to a cultural / social job.
I want to help people. Also I can only have an office work because of my crippled back.

Maybe we will find our way, Anon... maybe.
I hope you'll survive.
My goal is to have my "revenge" - to prove that I can get through this hell, despite all the hate and abandonment of society.

Good luck!

>>35458325

Just world fallacy..
orignalgasm.

>>35467442
Why do people who have had 5+ years stable relationships and even gotten engaged come to this board

>>35467526
>Why do people who have had 5+ years stable relationships and even gotten engaged come to this board

I'm a cyborg, Anon - always have been.
But I only browse r9k after my life went shit.

I could always pretend to be a semi-normie, but I could never achieve normiehood.
You know that weirdo kid in high school who could talk to anyone (even to girls), but always been a loner? The beta who wasn't "cool kid" enough?
That was me.

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https://www.reddit.com/r/vagabond/comments/326njj/summer_jobs_for_vagabonds_alaskan_canneries/

here you go OP
enjoy your job at the cannery

no experience required, you just have to find your way to seattle