>love her so much
>act like i dont give a shit whenever im around her
>>35454864
Why's it so hard for you to open up? Are you afraid of letting your guard down
>>35454880
i dont know what im doing until i get home and end up thinking about it in the shower
>>35454864
I have a similar problem, man
>talk to her for almost every night for a couple weeks
>both in a small friend group
>friends with her friends, she's friends with my friends
>want to ask her out
>too scared of rejection and losing her
it hurts
>>35454864
>tfw happened to me with multiple different girls
>tfw never did anything
>gf breaks up with me
>in the same friend circle so have to interact most of the time
>have to pretend that i dont love the fuck out of her
Hello death, I'm Anon
>want to fuck her real bad
>don't want to fall in love
help
>>35454864
>sister's quiet friend comes over all the time as a teenager
>she never says anything, likes to draw and play video games, really cute
>sister always tells me she likes me, but is too scared and quiet to say anything
>ignore her and stay in my room whenever she comes over in fear of fucking up and embarrassing myself in front of her
>one time she came with us on a week long family vacation
>say literally nothing to her the entire time except for "t-thank you" when she held the door open for me at a resturaunt because i was too slow
>keep avoiding and ignoring her for the rest of my teens, never become friends or anything
>now i'm still a friendless KHHHV
i hate myself so fucking much
>love her so much
>she rejects me
>still love her
>meet her on Thursday
>ask for her number
>it works
>holy fuck
>talk more throughout the night
>say bye to each other
>text her Friday morning
>she replies
Two exclamation points and a :) btw
>text
>no reply
Is she thinking about me, bros?
Did her reply fail to send? Did mine? Did she see that I replied to her? Was her phone stolen? Does she love me? Is she reluctant to continue talking to me because she's as emotionally repressed as I am and presuming that there's something wrong with me for taking interest in her? Is she capable of being loved? Could loving her and being loved by her make me happy?
>>35454864
i promise you're going to regret it when she's gone. you better mark these words and change your shit up right now. i was in your shoes and that was months ago and im STILL not over it
>>35455904
i dont think normie girls like to find out that the guys they have been around for a few years turns out hes loved them the whole time