I have so much trouble with everything.
I know I'll never amount to shit if I go through the rest of my life like this, but it feels so hard to change. I used to feel like being depressed was just a secret mindset I could take on to make things seem easier, and worst case scenario I'd reach out and the doctors would fix me and I'd go about a normal life. Now I know doctors can't help me feel normal because I've developed into such a fucked up internalized caricature of a person.
is that alie n >?
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ey lammo