>be me >freshman in college >have a small group of friends

You don't have the group of friends you want, anon. That's why you still feel lonely. What many people forget to take into account when trying to escape loneliness is the fact that not any companion will do. Cruel, I know, but it determines your satisfaction with others.

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>>35442426
>be me
>college aged
>effectively no friends, stay in my house almost 24/7
>actual hermit
>feel lonely as fuck
>being less lonely doesn't sound better
>no drive to try and find friends
what the fuck is wrong with me? it's like my only option is "suffer".

>>35442426
At some point during your childhood of turmoil and depression, you broke, anon. Or maybe you were born broken. Regardless of teh circumstances, the bottom line is that nothing will ever be enough to make you feel satisfied or wanted or loved. You spent your formative year in the dark place, where your soul gradually drowned in a concoction of bile and tears and now it's just a corpse in sunglasses that you're trying to pass off as being alive like in A Weekend at Bernie's

Sure, it's mildly amusing and it may fool everyone else, but you know the truth, don't you? It's just a corpse, and you're just trying to stay in the game despite having already lost.

still 22 have a lot of years ahead..

I feel lonelier when I'm with other people. Being alone is comfortable.