Anybody else here so anxious from the prospect of the responsibility that comes with success, that you stagnate your life with pre-emptive self-doubt?
I wish I could just step outside the door and participate in the world without feeling wary of the human race all the time.
I feel no stress when being watching by many people. I quite enjoy having an audience, the more the better.
It's the one on one events I suck at.
I feel you buddy
But if I had an answer for you, I would have an answer for myself, and likely wouldn't be here to begin with
Personally I'm rapidly spiraling down and tearing at the seams lately
Letting people in on the rot that festers in me. Speaking unironically of my rampant alcoholism and growing depression in front of my boss's boss.
No cure, no way out. Hoping to kill myself soon.
Just wanna hold someone's hand for a moment
>>35441288
Also sick dubs. Kek is pleased with you at the moment
>>35441410
>>35441454
You all say it's going to be fine and I believe you.
What I want to know is... when? When can I take crown?
>>35441486
I don't know when it will work out. Or if it even will. Dip out now if you want. Take the gamble and ensure there will be no more pain for yourself. but also risk cutting out success.
Or continue. Risk further pain with the chance of becoming a stronger, successful human.
The call is yours. It's your gamble. Humans don't ask for permission to bring their children into this world, so you have a right to go. I hope you make the right choice, whichever it may be