I feel like shit. I'm 21, I dropped out of school when I

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2017-03-10 11:08:06 Post No. 35432774
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Anonymous 2017-03-10 11:08:06 Post No. 35432774 [Report]

I feel like shit.
I'm 21, I dropped out of school when I was 15.
No gf, no friends.
I'm morbidly obese.
I have a really small dick.
I have clinical depression, "mild" agoraphobia, generalized anxiety disorder and worst of all, psychosis.
I take a whole bunch of pills for all this shit. It honestly helps but not much. I'm a manchild, mom takes care of me. 6 years of neet life. I sometimes play video games, watch anime and football (soccer). But 90% of my time is spent aimlessly wandering the net from my bed because I don't feel like doing anything.

I wish to change and live a normal, as much as possible, happy life. The thing I want the most is a girl, I don't care about friends that much.
Where the fuck do I even begin? Is such a thing even possible? What woman would want a mentally ill man with a small dick who has no job, even if I was at a normal weight? Seems like a fucking mountain that can't be climbed to me. Doc urges me to start by losing weight first. Sounds reasonable, I guess. Still feels like I'm hitting my head against the fucking wall.

tl'dr: Should I try to change and attempt to get a normal life? Or stay like this and enjoy what I can for a few more years?

Anonymous 2017-03-10 11:11:48 Post No.35432854
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Anonymous 2017-03-10 11:11:48 Post No.35432854 [Report]

I was in your boat. Start working out, you'll feel better about yourself. You're either in this for the long haul, or you're killing yourself. You need to take the initiative now and develop willpower. It'll be hard, but you're at fucking war with yourself.

Anonymous 2017-03-10 11:23:28 Post No.35433059
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Anonymous 2017-03-10 11:23:28 Post No.35433059 [Report]

>>35432854

I need to have a real talk with my doctor.
I need to know what is possible and what is not with my condition.
So far I have avoided asking him and he has avoided telling me. He just kinda "lets me be".

I don't want to have motherfucking illusions. I want to ask him how bad my condition REALLY is and what I can actually do. Like, will I ever be able to go back to school/get a job/get a gf/get friends... in general, live like a normal human being and not some fucking subhuman. We were supposed to meet today but he didn't come for some reason, something must have come up or he forgot. So I posted on /r9k/.

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