I'm feeling pretty suicidal tonight.Any advice beyond

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find your pipe, everyone must find their pipe

Watch some nature documentaries on YouTube to distract yourself, that's my ace in the hole
Also look at happy pictures of your family

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>>35421693
mate, listen to fellow bots here, no reason to do it

you're gonna die anyway, and it's gonna come sooner then you think, time flies

just distract yourself with something, find some good art to enjoy

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OP here
I've got moderate PTSD due to growing up with retardedly abusive parents, self esteem issues that make it so i cant feel good about myself unless I'm wearing a gallon of makeup (pic related, it's me), and I've been raped more times than i can remember. I've spent the last three months drunk as shit, with the exception of 2 or 3 nights of just ceaseless panicking wherein my boyfriend had to stay up all night talking me out of suicide. Injust feel like a burden on people. I can't look at happy pictures of my family, because in all the ones I have, my mother is there. I just don't know what to do anymore, and i feel like a fuckin fag asking r9k for help
I feel like a fag asking 4chan for help
Lel
I just want a reason to live

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>>35421916
>has a bf
>has had several dicks inside her

ROASTIE GET OUT GET OUT REEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

>>35421946
>roastie

That's a boy.

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Very much not a boy lel

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>>35421997
I'm sorry if you actually a girl, but I really don't trust you. This site has proven that my ladyboy detection skills are still weak, and it's best to assume anything slightly androgynous is a trap.

As for the reason for living, that's really something you have to come up with on your own. My reason for living isn't going to resonate with you. You have to do some serious soul searching and hold onto that reason with both hands. What has kept you going this far?

or you could off yourself, if that feels better

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>>35421916
>I've got moderate PTSD