How do you deal with the overwhelming sense of failure when you cant be social with other people? Whenever I have to work with other people or I try to hang out with people I can't connect to them and afterwards it leaves me feeling extremely frustrated and angry. Sometimes I am so angry that I just start punching myself as hard as I can in places that wont leaves visible bruises.
Honestly, I just come here. It at least makes me feel like there are others like me in the world.
>>35415149
And how do you go on? The only thing that motivates me to continue to work hard in school is a feeling of compensation and the avoidance of more failure. Often it seems like I have nothing to look forward to.
>>35415189
I have a hobby I work on. I will never be the best, but the idea that I can be better at least gives me something to strive for and sometimes be proud of. I'm not good with being proud though, as I'm mostly self-critical....
the worst part about life is that you don't have to deal with it. you just keep on