>tfw too scared to join/start a group of internet friends

>>35413449
but why?

SUPER ORIGINAL DESU

File: 1488464330998.png (322KB, 591x716px) Image search: [Google]

322KB, 591x716px

>>35413449
i feel your pain
i envy all of those "true" robots who don't even desire social contact. every day i think about how nice it would be to have even just one real friend online or irl and it makes me so fucking sad.
why can't i just talk to people

>>35414326
i'm a true robot, its not good. I know that I am intrinsically unpleasant and my personality and moral philosophy means I will do nothing but make others miserable if I choose to share myself with them. I prefer not to expose them to this because there's no point making other people miserable and I'll throw myself in front of a train as soon as the alcohol stops working.

Anyways, if you still desire social contact and a girlfriend you have hope and get to normal if you work hard.

File: ubv.png (281KB, 640x360px) Image search: [Google]

281KB, 640x360px

>>35414412
I'm not him but I'm not a hard worker. I am just so jealous of the nips on twitter in their circles sharing pictures of cute anime girls, eating yummy looking food, colorful games and whimsical things making life seem so full of joy. Then I look at myself and I do absolutely nothing. I want to be like them but I know deep down out of hatred for myself that I can't fit in so I don't bother. I am deeply flawed and I can't fix it!

>>35414412
i'm sure that someone out there could like you anon. sometimes it's hard to think about yourself positively (trust me, i know), but i believe you can't be completely unlikable no matter how "bad" you are. or maybe that's just wishful thinking, i don't know.
but if you are a "true robot", then why do you care about whether people like you or not anyways? or are you depressed for a different reason?

and as for the second thing i think this anon >>35414527 summed it up nicely. i want to get better but at the same time i'm boring, lazy, and probably an overall horrible person to hang out with. i'm conflicted because i hate myself for being useless and uninteresting, but at the same time i desire human interaction which would necessitate me being at least somewhat of an interesting person.