Post the hardest redpill you had to swallow.
It took me a while to finally accept that i'm just another animal that acts in predictable ways like most other animals on earth,
If there existed an animal as intelligent relative to me as i am to lower apes i'd just be another stupid ape.
i'm just another male of low genetic quality.
I feel like i can relate to beta males of other animal species.
What you said OP, along with the fact that there's probably no god and life on Earth is probably just an insane organic chemical accident run amok
>>35408090
I got redpilled at age 8 about my disposable nature...
Basically, I understood very soon that my life was worthless and senseless, so I grew up with it.
Still amazes me that people can feel this engaged into what is essentially a senseless bunch of chemical reactions and simple physics.
>>35408238
>Simple physics
Oh boy.