I feel weird robots. For the past few days I feel...relaxed.

>>35405471
What drugs are you on? Give them now

>>35405471
I think something in you just, snapped.
a while back I was in a shitty period of my life (well, more shitty than now) and the same thing happened. My mind just kinda gave up and let everything collapse

I don't really know when I got out of it but I do worry about things again

Maybe its a defense mechanism?

>>35405471

I get like that right after I cum.

Absolutely none. I was on antidepressants a year ago but stopped them cold turkey. Never did get into any other drugs as well. I'm legitimately confused. I still don't have any motivation at the moment, but I feel like it's starting to come back. I'm sort of just enjoying the hopefully not momentary state of being.

YA GAVE UP ON LIFE DIDN'T YA

>>35405570
It doesn't feel like I have given up. At first I thought it was a sort of relief you get when you just decide to quit. But I can't say it's that. When I try to think of things that stressed me out, they just don't do it anymore. When I think about eventually getting kicked out of my parents house, which used to worry me quite a bit, I don't have that feeling of dread. It isn't being replaced by optimism (hey, I'll just find another place to live!), but the anxiety isn't there.

>>35405471
The source of stress is caring.
Sounds like you stopped caring.

I'll bump one more time because I wish to understand this feel.