Tell me about your dreams and aspirations And how the real

File: 1446740798944.png (361KB, 500x438px) Image search: [Google]

361KB, 500x438px

>>35401584
>got my dream job
>it includes me travelling all over the world and being in fun adventures
>salary is ok
>get gf
>says she'll wait for me
>"lol anon i never loved you and all we did and talked about meant nothing"
>shattered.jpg
>extend contract to get more money
>blow it all on booze and asian brothels
and here I am 6 years later. I want to trust a woman again but I don't think I can take another blow like that.

File: 1488915117586.png (63KB, 657x527px) Image search: [Google]

63KB, 657x527px

As a kid I always used to say I'd become a cominc writer till my father told me that I'm retarded and "writing cartoons it's not a real job".

>>35401584
>prove that c=3/4
>didnt get 3/4

My mom told me that i'll never sex a demon moth lady

File: Yes Man = SHODAN.jpg (147KB, 423x522px) Image search: [Google]

147KB, 423x522px

>>35401584
I want to make real life power armor. No really, actual literal power armor. Some like Fallout or Halo shit in real life. How cool would that be? Has a bunch of non-combat uses too: heavy lifting in construction, or letting people walk again.

But it's not possible; such a feat requires a shitload of electrical energy, advanced and expensive alloys, special training... It's impractical at this time to say the least, if not downright impossible.

I redpilled myself by reading up on this stuff. Basically, I created and destroyed my own dreams.

File: 1489064731054.jpg (180KB, 1406x2099px) Image search: [Google]

180KB, 1406x2099px

Well my plans were to learn piano by next year and go to South East Asia and Europe by 2019. Sadly a couple weeks ago i was told I have cancer I am going to die before 2018 in December. I never smoked or did drugs. I'll never accomplish what I have due to having no money. I am afraid to tell my family..

File: pepe1.png (10KB, 596x557px) Image search: [Google]

10KB, 596x557px

>>35401584
How can world shatter something that never existed in the first place?

I never had any dreams or aspirations so the real world shattered me

When I was a kid I remember every time they would ask you about the future I could never find anything I cared about. I came up with asspull careers that I didn't really wanna do just to fill in the blanks, but really there is nothing that interested me since it all seemed impossible. Originally I wanted to explore space but yeah, that was impossible for someone like me. The idea of my life being permanently geared towards a certain goal made me feel anxious. My intuition told me I would regret any path I took within a certain time frame. I'd suck at it. I'd fuck it up. I don't like things to be so sure anyway. I prefer leaving things open ended. I think I'm best suited towards a quiet job and a quiet life. Wish I was born in a time or place where I could just be a farmer living out in the country in a small town with some nice folks. Live by my own merit and self sufficiency. I would never get bored of nature.

Now if you ask me my dream job?

Stormchaser.

Now that would be heaven.

>>35401584
Real didn't shatter them.
I did.
Now reality is preventing me from getting back what's mine.

File: 1488079307775.jpg (77KB, 700x625px) Image search: [Google]

77KB, 700x625px

>>35401584
i wanted to be a network admin in some random company
but i coudn't find an intership to start this job so
here i am ! a neet who plays vidya all day ; waitting to commit suicide

>>35401963
you should tell them.
best of luck buddy, im really sorry

>>35402531
I just don't want them pitying me. I want to not have to do any chemo either

File: yivG9wu.jpg (15KB, 540x402px) Image search: [Google]

15KB, 540x402px

>>35401584
>want to go to school
>"we're breaking up if you go to school. It will take you a decade to finish because you're so stupid."
>want to get a job
>"you have no education, how are you going to get a job?"
>start taking online courses one day
>get yelled at daily
>not allowed to study in the house
>fail the course
>"I told you you couldn't do it. put that retarded idea out of your head."

File: 1487468495932.jpg (90KB, 546x682px) Image search: [Google]

90KB, 546x682px

>>35401584
I want to be in a loving relationship with a dominant significant other who shares similar interests, truly cares about me, and can support my worthless NEET-self until I can make a living not wanting to kill myself. Said living would end up being writing or programming something I enjoy and hopefully make us enough passively that neither of us ever have to really work in ways we don't want to ever again.

The real world shattered them because no one shares my interests, let alone doms, and if they did they certainly aren't single and willing to carry my dead weight plagued by severe anxiety and depression. Writing and programming don't make any kind of decent money reliably any time soon without being soul-crushing and/or requiring interaction with other humans. I'll probably just end up an hero-ing in the near future. Severe anxiety in particular is a massive dream killer. Feels bad.

>>35403176
Why not just do a different career or at least try to learn a instrument

File: 1475726047781s.jpg (3KB, 80x125px) Image search: [Google]

3KB, 80x125px

>>35403349
What careers can you do from home, without having to interact with people, and have potential to make decent money as well as passive income? My anxiety is 10/10 and I can't handle interacting with nearly anyone, and yes, I've tried everything to fix my anxiety countless times. Even if there are other careers.. Why? I enjoy writing and I enjoy programming. I do them both for fun.

As for trying to learn an instrument.. I mean, sure, I'd probably try one day. But I don't see how it's relevant.

>>35403057
If this is actually happening don't be in that relationship tbhfam

File: oldboy-1.jpg (26KB, 448x252px) Image search: [Google]

26KB, 448x252px

>Asian ass dad wants me to be a doctor
>paying for my undergrad tuition, supposedly paying for med school
>I fucking hate uni and just want to work and live a comfy, low-cost lifestyle
>premed takes up almost all of my time
>wagecucking on the weekends is literally like taking a break
I want to die. If I killed myself my dad would probably be more pissed that he wasted money on my education than sad that I offed myself.
I can't an hero until my mom croaks, because she would be a nutcase if I ever committed suicide.

>>35403496
I'll be homeless then because I don't have a job or income lmfao I feel hopeless.

File: 1487920092713.jpg (65KB, 640x640px) Image search: [Google]

65KB, 640x640px

>>35401584
I want to fight in the UFC or something like that. Since UFC is the only top-tier mma promotion currently.

I wanna get a title shot, win a bunch of fight bonuses, climb up on the fucking cage after I win and shit.

But in reality, I'd a mediocre fighter and probably would not make it in even among the lower-tier UFC fighters. And the UFC makes the most Jewish contracts ever with their fighters.

>>35403523
If you're a girl you can come live with me desu

File: resource[1].jpg (132KB, 727x768px) Image search: [Google]

132KB, 727x768px

I don't really have any anymore.

fuckyouoriginal

>>35403687
I'm not a girl... I'm an artist.

>>35401584
I always wanted to create robots. Ever since I was a little boy. I knew I was going to do this. I tried so fucking hard, but I got fucked over by my parents and the country they moved us to. Depression, military service, suicide attempts etc. I went back to school at 19. High school. Worked fucking hard and got accepted into the best uni in NZ. Didn't get into engineering though. Tried physics. Mental breakdown.
Now I'm at it again in a bachelor's of IT. I'll get there one day OP. Nothing can shatter my will.

File: wfky7.jpg (3KB, 150x150px) Image search: [Google]

3KB, 150x150px

>>35404396
You wanted to create robots and ended up being a robot?

>>35404634
Yeah pretty much. I'll get there eventually though.

File: 1493292252429.jpg (18KB, 320x320px) Image search: [Google]

18KB, 320x320px

I just want to get mildly famous by making music. Too bad only shit comes out from under my hands

>>35401750
Seeing posts like this piss me off. You have everything you need right in front of you, but you muddle things up with a useless woman.

File: 1485166345249.jpg (144KB, 900x600px) Image search: [Google]

144KB, 900x600px

wanted to be an artist in someway
or atleast do something creative
but everything i touch turns to shit and i have no talent in anything
you just give up after awhile of not improving and no friends to help you
now im mostly doing nothing
videogames are fun sometimes

File: castleonthehill.jpg (99KB, 750x568px) Image search: [Google]

99KB, 750x568px

>tfw you put in a herculean effort into achieving your dream to the point of pretending to be homosexual and letting a fat lord cream your boypussy to help convince him to support your cause only for your only real friend and emotional crutch to leave you which makes you doubt your dream and all the sacrifices you made and all the people you sacrificed for it which feels like a crushing failure releasing years of repressed rage, frustration, despair and guilt prompting you to seek emotional comfort with the princess you were trying to court, offending the king and resulting in you being tortured for a year, then the friend who left you rescues you but you discover he now has a relationship with the oneitis whose feelings for you suppressed and your mercenary band no longer shares your dream, just wants to survive and make do while you will be an impoverished cripple the rest of your short life when you were close, so close, to rising from a mere commoner to marrying the princess and becoming king like some kind of fairytale, you can't accept the existence to which you were condemned after so much and it is his fault, all his fault, he betrayed you, you would have made him a duke, why, why, why, you woke up every morning thinking about your objectives and organization, you put all petty foibles out of your mind in favor of your dream, you strove to innovate and find ways around perennial problems, you took calculated risks, when you found someone with more talent than you you enlisted them and learned from them, you learned something new every day in the hopes it might contribute to your chances which were never that high to begin with, because of this you achieved more wealth than you ever could as a stone mason and could have become a baron and lived with your oneitis, happy, yet you sacrificed this still to achieving more, and it was all for naught, because of him

File: BjwAoRC.jpg (8KB, 342x342px) Image search: [Google]

8KB, 342x342px

>>35404734
>>35404830
>pickup guitar at 17
>get good quickly
>three years later still can't make a fucking track

>>35404889
fuck off griffith you brought that upon yourself by trying to fugg the princess

>>35401584
Is that a moth girl? She's cute but I fucking hate moths, creepy fucking furry winged pieces of shit

>Tell me about your dreams and aspirations
To save the world
>And how the real world shattered them
The world ain't worth saving

>>35401963
See you space cowboi

>>35405243
Moths are pretty cute, they don't hurt anything.

>>35405272
>JRPG villain

File: tactical grapes.jpg (294KB, 1267x1280px) Image search: [Google]

294KB, 1267x1280px

I wanted to have a mediocre life in a normal office job but I'm not even getting that. I think I might just join the military and die in some 3rd world shithole before I ram my car into a wall.