>Be me in 2013 >20 yo, still virgin >Meet a cutie brunette

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>Be me in 2013
>20 yo, still virgin
>Meet a cutie brunette same age as me living in my city
>We start talking and eating together by the weeks passing
>Still her friend
>Suddenly an overdose almost kill me
>Can't swallow, walk, stand tall or talk properly, also sometimes I white out
>We still see each other
>It's fucking horrible staying with her in these condition, still she wants to eat with me even if my hands shakes and can't swallow
>Eventually recover
>Find the ball to confess because fuck it, I escaped hell
>She feel the same
>Start meeting more often
>She even bleaches her hair red since she knew I liked redheads
>Hot sex basically everyday and in public places sometimes
>Feelsgreat.jpg
>It's not only about sex, at least for me
>She leaves
>Trite.jpg
>Can't contact her since my cell and my pc are broken
>Months after I can affore cell and pc
>Her fb is full of status longing for me and pics of cutting herself
>Fuckinghell.jpg
>Immediately text her to know how she's doing
>She is relieved, but while we are texting she say I've become scary
>"Why?"
>"You're not using smiles"
>"It's my way of texting, anyway I wanna visit you, I'll take train and bus"
>"It's not really necessary"
>I feel something changed since we texted, so I wanna meet her in her city in order to see what
>Arrive at the bus stop by train but no bus
>Go full autistic and start walking in the road to reach her
>Eventally find a mini-truck carrying woods with a man headed to her city. He carries me and we have a nice normie chatting
>When I thank him for the ride at the end he says "Remember: always loving, always living together, always getting laid, never marry each other"
>Reach her house
>Meet her
>She can't look in my eyes even when we're kissing
>We watch a funny movie
>While I'm leaving her block with her to accompany me I ask why she doesn't look into my eyes
>"Because we're no more a couple".

Smile.