How scarred are you?
>>35387654
I'm pretty damaged
>>35387740
>Being this much of an attention whore
>>35387654
I broke my leg as a kid, that's just about it.
>>35387740
>cutting yourself
i will never understand this
>>35387654
More than I'd like to
>tfw circumcisedoregano
burn scars were also self-harm
appendix out
cat scratch
cyst on back left a scar
>>35387851
I was on anti-depressants, and I think they caused it. I didn't cut after I stopped taking them. Cutting made my depression symptoms go away for a little bit. After I did, I didn't feel as tired or as suicidal.
>>35387854
Did you get attacked by a bear?
cats fucking suck sometimes
I'm pretty sane.
IED, helmand province, 2005
>>35387851
It's better than any benzo
It instantly clears your mind
All your mental issues go away
>>35387854
testicle cancer ?
>>35388030
There is no way100% of your skin got burned
>>35387654
My life is so boring I have only a small burn I got bc of my own stupidity. You can barely even see it now as it's covered under my leg hair
>>35387930
Not a bear, a really huge dog.
>>35388091
Nope
Acne scars are the real problem.
>>35387851
I never done this, but I understand why others do. It takes your mind of your thoughts, it may also be a subtle cry for help.
I literally got my arms and head chopped off a couple of years ago. I'm ok now but it was tough.
And I'm still blind
oregano oregano oreo
yeah i live dangerously
>>35388190
At least you got a head in life with nobody giving you a hand
>>35387654
Alright, here you go, ese.
It has been hard for me.
>had two separate surgeries to drain a hydrocele
>it came back a third time and I've had it since
JUST
>>35388493
shoo shoo mr skeltale
From this point onward, I knew to always open up the oven door all the way when taking something out.
>>35388030
You were a good friend.
We all make mistakes
>>35388030
10th Mountain Division or USMC?
USMC here. Oruzgan province, 2004.
some times my surgery makes me epileptic
>>35388711
Did you cut your fucking cock off?
>>35387654
Never forget the ice cream man
>>35387654
I've had cameras up both ends
>>35388413
Here anon
Take your (you)
fucking acne on my arms reeeeeee
>>35387854
lowerleg/ankle surgery fucking SUCKS
I was smashed into cement walls/floors so much growing up that it caused multiple concussions and a nervous system disorder I will live with forever. I also tried to hang myself. The burn marks were my mom's cigarettes.
>>35388715
Jokes on you he was Taliban, IED blew himself up
>>35387654
I will never forget the day i painted my dick blue
>>35388987
How did you get self harmed all the way up there?
>>35389010
i hit myself with a wood stick twice when i was 10
ski accident and that's how I got neetbucks
>>35389021
give me the full story
>>35387654
>Yellow
Acne scars
>Green on right arm
When my dad pulled a phone charger by the cord while I was listening to music, hit my arm on the way to him and gave me a surprisingly long scar
>Green on left middle finger
Dad pulled back a car seat when I was real little and I had my finger in the hinges at the time.
>Blue
Mom and dad had me circumcised as a babby
>Pink
Pupper
>Ankle
Was riding bikes with my dad and fell
There's a trend here.
>got unofficially rejected from the military today for my cutting scars
>they want me to go back the hellhole known as MEPS only to be further personally and officially humiliated
>spent another 6 hours trying desperately not to cry in front of people
i had never been so motivated to do something in my life and it was all torn to shreds in front of me by some angry old man who also fondled my penis
facial scar is from a golf club that split my lip open
>>35387654
pretty crispy
I'm pretty fucked. Probably can not have gf given the obvious evidence that I am fucked in the head.
>>35389252
>facial scar is from a golf club that split my lip open
Got a picture?
>>35389068
All right, it is kinda shity.
>Be 10
>Hanging around with friends at school
>School is surrounded by a steel fence
>Steel fence has giant hole
>Older students use that hole to skip classes
>Me and other friend use that hole to go home earlier
>We did that in that glorious day
>Playing in a hill that happens to be just behind the school
>Sword fight
>Retarded me decided to pick the largest and heaviest wood stump
>Can't hold it straight above my head
>Using high guard to attack, the weight of the stump makes him hit my head a few times, but does not hurt so it is fine.
>Friend attack me, i defend, i attack him using a high guard, while pulling the stump backward to gain strength, I hit my head.
>Do it again, hit my head once again, but now it started to bleed, don't care.
>When the play is done and i got home a few minutes later, mom ask me about the blood in my head
>Tell the story
>Go to the local small hospital, end up with 2 stitches in the back of my head.
The end.
>>35389318
and i forgot the original pic
>>35388711
>>35388752
Obv Bruce Jenner
Oregano and obvio
>>35388190
and it stilll didn't manage to keep you from shitposting. god should really give a second try, this time for good
>>35389344
You can barely see it now. It's just a line running almost parallel with my philtrum. The doctors did a really good job putting it back together. There's just a slight crease in my lip now
>>35389361
do you also flip a burned coin to decide the fate of your enemies?
>>35389361
Vocaroo yourself saying "Gimme the chocolate, Hisao"
>>35389361
this is some katawa shoujo shit, post picture?
>>35389351
It was a good story not shitty
>>35389406
That's a shame, I wanted to see some fucked up golf clubbed lips. Hope you can find another calling in life besides the military though, anon.
>>35389463
But I'm a guy who doesn't sound cute or feminine
Got lots of stories for all this shit mate.
>yellow on head
My brother slammed a door in my face when I was 9 but I deserved it.
>yellow on my chest
acid reflux, last year I spent like 8 hours in a row puking up snot and acid. Worst pain I've ever felt.
>yellow on hands
just blisters from guitar playing and clenching my fists that should eventually go away
>blue
circumcised, then had my urethra operated on when I was 1. Not to worry, my dick is ok.
>yellow on feet
Had pain in my feet since childhood.
>>35389708
I would date the fuck out of a crow girl
i sleep with a gun now never again
I used to scratch my face up
Still do if I'm upset.
I got hit in the back when I was little by something. I don't remember, but now I have a warped, huge "birth mark" there, covered in weird dark hairs.
>>3538979oh forgot i also got a fat lip as a kid very scarred now
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>>35389790
Tell us the story of what happened, anon.
>Eye surgery on both eyes when I was 4.
>A machete-wielding dude that was cutting the grass accidentally made a small horizontal cut at my nose bridge. I don't remember it well, I was probably 4-3 years old.
>I was 11-12, I was swimming and someone kicked me in the forehead, a bump grew and left me a triangle shade mark when it shrunk. The mark is barely visible nowadays.
>I lost a tooth 5 years ago on a home incident. I blame the cat for that. Luckily I have a prothesis now.
>I got stabbed with a nail on my left shoulder when I was 17. It got it from defending some Stacies. Nevermore.
>Acne marks on my right shoulder.
Among other things.
>
>>35389866
woke up one morning with a shallow dent in the back of my head
>>35389921
Why do you believe it was aliens or the government?
>>35389934
it's quite the noticeable dent things like that aren't supposed to show up overnight
i was probably knocked out or my memory was erased afterwards
it wasn't a theif they stole nothing
Green is from being hit in the head with a baseball when I was 9.
The yellow next to it is from ground fighting
top of head (in my hair) is staples after splitting the skin open
Stomach is from football
hands are from fighting in highschool
>>35390051
forgot picture, I tend to do that
>>35390051
>>35390080
Do you do things like this IRL? Do people think you are cute when you do it?
>>35390124
do what, please elaborate
>>35390147
Things like forgetting the picture. You said you tend to do that
>>35390164
I tend to forget the picture when I post on here, is what I meant
>>35390186
I know but do you do anything similar irl?
>>35390194
forgetting things? Sometimes, no more than normal people would I suppose
>>35390226
Oh thats boring
Shoulder: My sister scratched me pretty badly one day when she got pissed at me.
Arm: Girl I knew and had a crush on in junior high cut me with a knife. Stung badly both emotionally and physically.
Knees: During drama club in elementary school, A girl pushed me into a brick wall and I scrapped my knee so badly, a piece of skin of hanging off of it.
Pinkie: While sledding, it went under the sled and got scratched pretty badly.
In conclusion: Girls really do not like me and I should keep hands and feet inside the sled at all times.
>>35390293
sorry I'm not forgetful enough for you
Blue: small scar from a childhood surgery
Green: ill assume green means childhood accidents, i had a door slammed on me and the doorknot hit the bridge of my nose, still have the scar
Yellow: ring shaped scar around my lips from poor practicing habits on my tuba, and around my right thumb i have a callous from a brass thumb rest i use daily
Pink: bit by a dog
The green on the elbow is when I fell carrying a wine bottle as a kid. And no, I wasn't drinking it.
The green on my leg is some random cut I got when I was young and wouldn't stop picking.
Yellow on my finger was when I cut myself trying to make pumpkin muffins.
All the red on my legs is from trichotillomania, not really intentional self harm but it kinda is.
And the pink over my lips was when I was 6 and I went to kiss my doggo when he was eating, so he bit me. He was a good doggo otherwise though.
All descriptors are on the image.
>>35387654
dunno if popping pimples counts as self harm but i included it
got slapped by my mom once
fell off a swing once and broke my ankle cause im fat
yellow are the stretchmarks i got from being fat
Not terribly. But
>tfw you have stretch marks but were never fat
>>35387654
I wish everyone here the best
this is an image
It is original
>>35391722
I forgot the image I fucking hate myself reeeeeeeeee
>tfw you were too much of a pussy to ever cut deep enough to leave anything permanent despite wanting to
And that's how I don't have any scars.
>>35387851
when you're a mentally ill fuck you sometimes need to do something insane to try to jar your mind to make it feel better since it always feel so terrible.
i've self harmed a decent amount of times. i've done it over poor exam scores, and finding out someone i liked liked someone else, and all that other normal every day shit. i've done it in public bathroom stalls and in public.
i haven't done it recently though, i felt no need to do it while addicted to opiates. i'm quitting them now though so maybe ill end up carving more shit into my chest with a scalpel
Rear end is doing unspeakable things to my anus with vegetable and rubber devices I have spent shameful amounts of money on. Internals is drugs and alcohol slowly liquefying my insides.
Has anyone here used hot chilies and really hot spices as a form of self harm?
I have. not sure if i'm the only one though.
>>35388030
Post picture faggot I might know you
>>35388061
>>35387851
>>35387740
>>35389337
I can't explain cutting like I can't explain my frame of mind when I did it. If you can imagine anguish that is constant such that simply navigating the course of a day seems unimaginably difficult, and this for several weeks or months, then you are in the right frame of mind.
Then all you have to do is cut yourself. And when you do, for those moments, maybe 30 minutes or even a couple hours (at first, or later if you cut deeper) then the mental anguish that makes it somehow seem painful just to exist, it goes away, you don't feel it because you just cut yourself and there is probably some weird evolutionary mindfuck against doing that, so when its violated, your mind is just numbed and weirded out that it forgets that mental anguish.
I haven't done heroin. But it beats drinking and weed for dealing with that. Amphetamines were probably equally effective. I was only ever that depressed once, 5 or 6 years ago. It was different from anything I've ever experienced. Weird stuff man. You have to be there to know.
People who are derpessed understand antidepressants. They don't make you happy. They make you numb. When you're in a major depressive episode, a little numbness is like a glass of water in the desert.
>>35392056
avoid opiates. they will fucking trash your life. they are a free anguish escape pleasure button that will poison you and hurt everyone around you and start killing you. i think cutting is less harmful than touching those for you. you'd get addicted as fuck. i'm trying to quit now and i have all kinds of physical symptoms and am in such pain mentally too.
>>35392167
I used to want to try H because I've always heard that there is nothing more pleasurable to experience in the world.
Is this true?
Also because Trainspotting made it look like fun compared to suburban college white collar job cucking, but I understand this is probably not born out in reality.
>>35392285
I'm a heavy kratom user that is currently detoxing off a heavy habit; roughly 40 grams a day, which is about equivalent to 80mg morphine. It binds to the same receptors as most typical opiods, but has a gentler disposition. Withdrawal is nasty but nothing compared to the real shit; which I've gone through with oxycoddone and poppy tea.
I'd highly recommend never touching anything remotely related to junk outside a strict medical setting, but if you really feel the need, kratom is the way to go.
> nothing more pleasurable to experience in the world
Never used H myself, but oxycodone had me on cloud nine when I would otherwise be generally hating myself and drawing up suicide plans. Of course, when I ran out, that only got that much worse then when I started.
>>35392285
i've done h and nothing comes close in powerful feelings besides peaking on huge amounts of psychs or witnessing some insane shit happen in front of you. seriously, it just melts away all of your cares, and you sit back and smile, totally content, absolute bliss. it doesn't really make you retarded like alcohol does, it relaxes you though. opiates are basically TOO good, especially for people with our kind of brain chemistry. i'm getting off the ride now and i regret ever getting on it if that tells you anything. i started needing them to just not get sick and i can barely get high anymore and the ride always gets to that point, and i'm stepping off now. some people stay on the ride and try to shoot BTH with rusty syringes into their neck veins or some stupid shit but i don't want that. it is hurting more than helping by far.
once you know what it actually feels like, curiosity slaked. but you know it fixes it. and as a tormented soul, a fix like that is too easy and too fucked.
you should try to evaluate your life and step back and maybe take up some jarring new hobbies to distract yourself and try to prompt change. it is a lot easier than having to deal with opiate hell.
>>35392463
what this guy said. i went to kratom to start detox off of heavier shit. it is still not a joke, kratom can really fuck you up hard and make you really addicted. it is still an opiate.
try to avoid anything even getting into that area, like even friends popping a couple oxys for fun. you'll like it too much. i know i did.
H was pretty good shit but honestly i think i'd rather have oxy. it just feels so much more clean and nice. i felt like a dirty freak with street h but oxy all nice and clean, no worries. it got me out of a suicidal period and then made me do stupid shit that made me more suicidal then made me use more and shit got stupid and im getting off the ride now. don't be a junkie.
dickhole closes every once in awhile and i gotta go get it reopened and they leave this little needle thing inside my dickhole that makes it burn so bad i scream when i piss
got hit on the head with the edge of a television set as a kid and it left a scar and i can't grow hair there anymore
>broken nose
>had to get teeth pulled out as a kid
>surgery in one testicle
>tfw phimosis as a kid
>surgery to make my dick breath
>they let my foreskin
>>35387654
Original comment very required
I wanted to see what all the fuss about cutting yourself was without cutting a vein open
>>35392617
So you think even planning to try H just once to see what it's like to shoot opiate, get that rush that is so legendary, is too risky?
>>35393256
i reaaaally think so, yes. for someone like you. you'd almost guaranteed go down the junk route. it just makes sense based on your patterns.
you might try h once then have a wonderful time, but then that might gnaw at you and want you to use it to cope constantly until it becomes your water.
you've done amps and shit, you know how crazy your brain can get. with those you can see downsides right after using that make you pause. but there is no immediate consequence to opis so you keep using. and it doesn't impair you so you keep using. then you get sick as hell as soon as you stop and everything is going to shit all around you.
>>35393458
You're probably right. I am functionally a adderral addict. I get a script for it but I cannot function without it i sleep 18 hours a day.
Good luck getting off the gear, anon. As you know, as difficult as kicking heroin is, it is not fatal to quit cold turkey. Why not just do like in Trainspotting and barricade yourself in a motel room in a city halfway across the country where you have no connections and you'll be too sick to drive all the way back so you'll just lay around and feel awful for a week or so and then you'll be functional again??
Also can you get methadone?
>>35387654
my uncle was a scary man
I'm in pretty good shape t b h f a m
>>35387654
It's not good fambolambo
the blue surgery spots are biopsy sites from when I had a weird skin-eating viral infection all over my body
>>35391013
>dunno if popping pimples counts as self harm
>>35393848
not that easy, darknet connects and i got a big boy job. i managed to drop to just kratom. tapering off it now. life will start being ok again soon
Fell in gym class and broke my left arm out of alignment. Apparently the bone poked through the skin and they had to do surgery to clean it out. I still have a pretty visible stitch scar from it. I've grown to like it.
Others are cat scratches.
Used other for scars
Explanations.
Red: I'm am oversensitive faggot
Purple: I repetitively have grabbed things I shouldn't have
Green: I use to tilt my head to the right a lot, now that muscle is permanently stiff.
Blue: Open heart surgery. that one will never go away lol.
>>35387654
I wish I was joking
Arms aren't completely burned, but I work in kitchens and there's too many to distinguish individual burns/count them all
Got fucked up a lot early on.
>>35388493
That is how my legs are I'm thinking of getting my femur rotated
>>35389361
Hanako a shit, Lilly a best.
Check it. All scars are pretty much layered.
>>35396005
My sides are in orbits thinking of you slashing your ass cheeks.
>>35396299
I have "Spondylometaphyseal dysplasia". Got fucking rekt at childbirth.
I don't have that many scars.
>>35387854
Are you a Witcher with those animal scars?
>>35387654
Not too scarred...
Thanks, mom.
Skin picking scars all over.
Super embarrassing.
I know this disqualifies me from being a robot, but I used to have a lot of sex (I'm gay, it's easy). I had a skin picking problem since I was a child, but getting sunburnt would hide it. At one point I got in an abusive relationship with a partner with whom I was living, and had to get a restraining order for my safety. Since we no longer lived together (splitting rent) I had to sell myself in my free time to make up for the rent, but the stress of it made my skin picking worse, so I couldn't continue being a (somewhat independent) prostitute on top of being a full-time retail worker, and had to move back with my parents. Now I'm covered in scars and haven't had sex in four years.
>>35396332
Last place they'd look. BRAAP and THICC threads trigger me constantly.
>>35387654
Acne and eczema for yellow.
Red on hand is when I scratched my hand open to try to have an excuse as to why I cut open the back of a random classmate's neck. Yeah, pretty stupid of me. I am counting the feet scars as self harm since I decided to wouldn't be an issue going on a 3 mile walk without socks between my feet and my shoes. Scraped my feet up.
I wonder if my skin scars easily.
>>35396587
whoops forgot pic like a fag
>>35396587
Oops, I forgot my picture.
Silly me!
Mind you my intent was never to end it, only hurt myself for a moment of feeling good.
Considered adding blunt trauma as a colour but felt like colouring my entire head might seem a bit far fetched
The animal accidents are cause of getting smashed by a wave on sea urchins.
the "Other" on my ass is caused by my dad hitting me with a power cable to the ass.
original posti swear
>>35387654
As a child, I liked to climb trees and cliffs.I was pretty retarded too
I used to tear my hair out a lot in rage and burn the palm of my hands to pass the time.
Pretty normal i guess
Oregano and cheese
>>35387654
me after reading this thread
they've gone into outer space
Where are my drug bros at?
>>35391789
I know that feel
The only vaguely self harm scar I have is from when I was fucking around with my pocket knife, dropped it, and it cut the side of my hand. Still dunno why it scarred.
Other than lots of bad memories, it's not too bad. I feel like I'm falling apart physically but it's mostly from accidents because I'm clumsy.
>permanent limp from falling down staircase as a teenager
>bit through my tongue as a kid
>forehead scar from running into the corner of the fridge accidentally
>hand sliced open by a nail when I was tearing down an old shed
>pinned in a ditch by a riding lawnmower lever that came dangerously close to squishing a testicle
all from S&M/bloodplay/pegging
This is all I have.
I do have a bunch of scars on my legs from an itch that'd cause me to scratch until it bled, and keep going. Does that count as self-harm? I didn't do it because I hate myself, only because it felt so good to scratch that itch.
>>35388634
Kek, I have a burn scar in the same place
Know how some oven mitts are connected with a piece of fabic to cover the inside of your arms too? Yeah well I had that cloth on the outside of my arms because im a very smart boy
>>35387654
nothing spectacular
I had surgery on my dick as a wee little lad and it's scarred up now. Also got a yuuge scar straight up and down my arm let me green text it.
>be 11
>neighbor girl and i are riding bikes
>she head on crashed into me
>her bike handle bars are medal because she ripped the rubber of of them
>the sharp medal end rips into my arm
>huge bloody gash
>fall and am holding arm in pain
>worse pain i've ever felt in my life
>crying
>she laughs and says for me to stop being a baby and rides off
>>35387654
The one that hurts the most
Normal, I'd say.
>>35400589
The fuck did you do to that picture, it's short and fat like me now
i am a dumb emo
>>35389361
>>35388925Thanks docREEEEEEEEEEEEEEE MUTED
t. professional raptor trainer who once had a run in with a kettle
I dishonor my famury
I just have slight skateboarding injuries. Can barely see them anymore
who else here /amputee/ qt?
>>35389252
>>got unofficially rejected from the military today for my cutting scars
>>they want me to go back the hellhole known as MEPS only to be further personally and officially humiliated
>>spent another 6 hours trying desperately not to cry in front of people
>sir we need military recruits!
>Roger that sergeant should we take Thad the 6'2" lacross player and freestyle wrestling champion or Anon the selfharming chublet who cries when other men judge him?
Hmmm
I found a tumor on my balls a year after i made fun of some kid for only haveing one ball.
>>35387654
Scars all over my body. The vast majority are from stupid "accidents" when I used to "adventure". I'd often, on my own, explore old mines, caves, and mountains with ruins throughout the western US and sometimes on trips to Mexico.
Fell in a crevice, bounced off the sides, caught myself a quarter way down of a roughly 30 foot deep crack in the rocks.
It didn't hurt at first, but I knew I could see my wrist bone, my back and front were bleeding, mostly back though.
Another time, I got into a fight and the mofo scratched my chest with his gross fucking nails. That's like biological warfare ffs.
On my head, you can't really even see it, but I was wrestling and playing with my friend's German Shepard puppy, and it scratched my head.
Shin got ripped up from a rusted table that I dropped. Was carrying it, got heavy, slipped and tore right into my shin.
My scars, mostly, are blending back in with regular skin. They just look like a series of lines, even less noticeable if I suntan.
N-no buli pls
>>35400382
>literally has a damaged boypussy
>tfw you fell in dad's cum compressor
>>35401347
>burn scares
kek i see what you did there