why am i at such a huge loss for words
as the years go on and on i am becoming way more internal.
i have LITERALLLY no idea how to conversate with someone and make friends unless they pursue me first. otherwise its bland stupid small talk that seems forced and uninteristing
and even ontop of that i cant feel anything interacting with others because i feel like im not good enough and surrounded by normies. or around non normies i feel iritated most of the time...
how do i make it stop.
>literally the creepy guy who sits and doesnt say anything at gatherings
i hate it
>>35386401
You must sing out loud. Get use to hearing the sound of your voice, so when you do open your mouth and sound comes out you won't get creeped out and cringe at this foreign noise.
Next maybe read aloud lines from movies.
Practice, its really about being comfortable with yourself
I know this feel
as I get older I get less outgoing and more agoraphobic and misanthropic
>>35386505
>tfw you are going to be a grumpy curmudgeonly old man who dies all alone
>>35386478
but when i reach out to others they ignore me or just dont care.
ive been sharing shit on my jewbook and it all goes ignored and i feel like such a deplorable detatched dead inside creep and i know thats the vibe people get from me.
idk i just want people to like me i feel so fucking unwanted and its becoming untolerable
>>35386571
do you know this feel?
you message your "friends" on facebook, and theres a 50% chance they won't respond
and they never message you, you have to message them if you want to talk
then you start to feel like everyone secretly hates you and only puts up with you as some kind of sick joke
then you want to delete your fb because what's the fucking point anyway
>>35386662
sorta i literally have 1 friend that i actually feel stuff with that i have an authentic connection with. the other one is my normie cousin and her boyfriend who are roomates. that hit me up sometimes. but im lowkey VERY jelous of.
but other than that i see people i want to be friends with or that i lowkey crush on. but i dont even message a lot of people first because i think its creepy to do so so i just try to share shit i think they all might like but it all goes ignored.
idk
>>35386747
nobody ever "hits me up".
ever.
I have to basically beg for my "friends" to hang out or something