>tfw your oneitis doesn't like you and stopped messaging you.
She's probably reading this now, too.
How are you all feeling?
my oneitis hates me because i broke her heart
>>35384566
>tfw you don't have a oneitis because no one talks to you
feels good
>oneitis doesn't even messages you
>you always messaged her first
>her disinterest is starting to sink in hard
I've been playing myself the whole time.
>>35384883
I'm thinking of just getting over it all and telling her to fuck off.
I'm sick and tired of these feelings.
>>35384566
If your oneitis is reading this thread on /r9k/ then you have horrible taste.
>move on from oneitis and settle for someone within what i presume is my league
>she's kinda weird but whatever i am obviously weird too so in my naive retarded idealistic mind that was fine
>realize that my anxiety doesn't stop even when she's "like me"
>somehow her best friend ends up liking me instead
>thing goes fubar, never really approached new crush for real
>very reserved about the people i like because im afraid of making an ass of myself or being judged
>tell someone i trust about the whole story, breaking my whole secrecy rule since i felt weird keeping this guy who trusts me with his stuff in the blue
>find out that the crush liked her friend (who liked me) the entire time
>no fucking chance, at all.
I am just fucking done oh my god, all i accomplished through that was making an ass of myself in front of my friends and being a cuck. fuck that "go for it whats the worse that could happen :)" meme, every time it just turns out comically bad and my confidence drops even more.
feeling like shit myself but happy for my friend because i convinced him to tell a girl that he likes her
>>35384566
My oneitis used me to help her study and feigned friendship to get ahead. Needless to say shes not my oneitis anymore though, for a time, it hurt like hell after coming to this realization.
She kept messaging me and trying to me idle talk with me. I stopped responding and she hasn't sent me a message for a long long time. Feels good.
>>35384566
oneitis said cruel shit about using me and hoping I die, confront them about it, willing to be a beta and forgive them if they seemed sorry but they showed zero remorse and stopped replying to my messages
It's over lads, it's fucking over, why did I bring it up at all
>tfw I don't even have my oneitis's number or social media
>she seems pretty friendly with me but we don't interact at all outside of work
>tfw really want to get closer to her but don't want to become an orbiter
>liking girls
>2017
No way fag. I have a bf instead of suffering over some roastie