>be a girl >meet a random guy on the internet on 2013 (let's

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>be a girl
>meet a random guy on the internet on 2013 (let's call him Igor, he's Russian)
>begin to really talk together around 2015
>Igor is definitely a very smart guy I enjoy talking to him
>Igor sounds like a creep, but that kinda fascinates me
>I try to forget him and to have a normal social life
>I begin to date a guy (let's call him Brad) in my college
>me and Brad both lose our virginity
>instant regret
>I go back to my non-social life
>I spend all my week ends drinking beer and smoking cigs while doing shit on my computer
>Igor too
>we're pieces of shit tho
>he tells me about his horrible childhood in Russia, before he moved to the US
>we never talk about private stuff normally
>I'm even more fascinated by this guy
>we both spent last new year's eve alone behind our computers
>he begins to tell me about his life again
>he tells me about him being unable to interact with ''real life girls''
>I want to be there with him so much
>he tells about how his physical appearance is a problem
>thinks he will never be able to loose his virginity
>he's tall, fat, hairy, and full of pimples
>he has beautiful blue eyes tho
>I've always been attracked to guys considered ''ugly'' by most of girls
>have no idea what's wrong with me
>me and Igor are still talking
>he sounds kinda cold and distant most of the time
>never meet each other IRL
>don't know what he thinks about me
>but I know I love him
>my best friend says I'm crazy to love a fat virgin alcoholic nerd I've never met
>stfu :(
>I feel like he totally friendzoned me
>for almost 3 years
>opens a red wine bottle a cig pack and begin to listen to the smiths