who else here is still alive only because they don't want

i am thinking about maiking it look like i got stabed in an dark alley or stab miself in the neck and jump in a river

It's a very common sentiment amongst most young adults without a future. I'm in the same boat.

Shit sucks.

just admit you're a coward to kill yourself and you're nothing but an attention seeker trying to justify it with your ""muh mum"" argument

The biggest Chad I ever knew (and a 100% great guy to boot) put his 9mm in his mouth in front of his family.

>>35378146
I had always thought of faking a car wreck, but something kind of irks me about nobody knowing the truth of my death. idk.

>>35378227
Yeah, one of the most popular and successful (attractive, smart, sociable, good grades, etc.) hung herself on her front porch.

I think I'm in the same boat. I'm generally unhappy with life, and I think that I'd kill myself if not for my obligations to the family. I feel so constricted.

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>>35378061
Literally the worst feel.
I love my family far too much to put them through that.

>>35378509

I just keep thinking about how I would feel to come home and find one of my parents or siblings like that I know I can't do it. To have the last, lasting image of someone you love be their death mask is just cruel

Maybe if I could disappear into South America and guarantee they'd never have to identify my body I'd go through with it

>>35378061
same here anon. At my lowest, I was desperate enough to pray to God everyday that he'll kill me in an accident. Considering I'm still posting, I've given up hope now.

>>35378177

Not him, but that's me.

>>35378061
I'm like that sometimes but as I've gotten closer to 30 I've stopped caring.

>family is gone/dead
>almost got murdered earlier this year by random dindu
>lost 3 jobs in the last 5 months
>went to jail in January, got out a month later
>pushed away the only people that gave a shit about my worthless life
>drugs and liquor aren't helping anymore

Tbh I don't know why I'm still alive. I want to kill myself but I don't have the balls.

I never thought depression was real, and now I feel it so badly. This hollow feeling that won't go away.

>>35379804
just do it

hjfgyj

family wouldn't care but i still derive some joy from alcohol and vidya. i'll kym when I run out of money