>cant sleep >been up for 3 days >try to sleep >lay

>contemplating all my failures and embarrassing childhood moments
>realize an hour has gone past and all i've done is sit down and reminisce on how much of a useless sack of shit i am
>feel even worse

>it's 7 in the morning
>went to bed to attempt sleep several hours ago
>after hours of depressing self reflection in the dark hear birds outside

>>35375260
Is that you, MrNoSleep? Loved your RS run. It's too bad you forgot how to play about 90 hours in, but you finished strong. Hope you sleep soon. Don't be too hard on yourself.

>lay down in the dark
>close eyes
>see scary faces, gore, wolves covered in blood
>panic
>open eyes
>still pitch black
>still panic
>rush to the light switch stumblin over everything

>lay down in the light
>close eyes
>too bright to sleep
i'm not afraid of the dark, but when this shit happens i need to be able to see so i can feel secure and calm down