I'm feeling overwhelmed with my life, and I am scared about the future, I don't want to fail, but I don't know if I will or not.
Should I kill myself?
If so, should I leave a note?
>>35375106
Tell me more about yourself.
How old are you and what do you do?
>>35375126
21
Uni
I'm failing most of my classes, but i'm working to get the grades back up
I had an experience last time similar to this one and it was abysmal. I don't want to go through it again, i'd rather jump off the parking garage.
I know i'd be fucking up my families lives, and I don't want to, but every day feels like a losing battle.
Watch Scrubs, particularly the earlier seasons.
Pretend you're an intern at a hospital and going through the same shit they are. Realize that feeling overwhelmed but pushing through eventually = growth.
Watch Scrubs. Required robot/wagecuck viewing.
>>35375137
Hey man have you ever woken up to one of your best friends crying because he thought you were dead? This is what suicide does to the people around you. I will never try again even though I still want to die, be a man and fucking deal with it.
Take hormones and become a trap first. If that doesn't work then idk, try coming back and asking again
>>35375137
>22
>Uni
>1st semester
In the same boat as you except that my grades are doing okay (for now).
I feel exhausted and an overwhelming sense of dread at the prospect of failure.
Also, the uncertainty about all of this effort never amounting to anything is killing me from the inside.