how do you find a purpose in life when everything is boring and

>>35369952
it isnt difficulty i struggle with, rather, its direction.
ive worked hard in the past and i could do it again but i just dont know where to devote my energy or how to. Ive the social skills or a retarded waterboatman and it cripples me.
>apply for at least 80 jobs
>get 14 interview
>fail them all
why the fuck does it matter how well i can talk bollocks?! I just want to move boxes around your fucking warehouse!

>>35370039
>why the fuck does it matter how well i can talk bollocks?! I just want to move boxes around your fucking warehouse!
Have you tried just saying this? I would if I failed 14 interviews..

Join the military

Kill some shitskins

It will make a man out of you

>>35369952
whats the use in having "purpose" in life when you're just going to be put in the dirt

>>35370072
no actually

Failing all of those really did take it out of me though. I feel like im helpless and not able to control my direction. I cant just *try* hard and get where i want because *trying* isnt defined. Id happily be a carpenter, a welder or any skilled tradesmen and id be content with just having some sort of fuckibg job to devote myself to. Festering away doing nothing is killing and draining me.