Anyone else here not feeling anything? This emotional emptiness

>>35364828
Yep, I'm literally hollow
I guess this is what final stage of robotism is like

>>35364828
yep i suffer from the same

it's worse than having depression (even though it's depressionl)

have you tried alcohol, friend?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XYGOLzMgI88

>>35364900
I discovered that alcohol sometimes at least lets me feel something.
Even if it's just sadness and self hate, it's better than the usual emptiness.
That's how I became an alcoholic.

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>When you lose the fear of death
>When you absolutely know you can off yourself at any time if things get too bad
>When you quit your job, live at home, and fully accept being homeless when your lease ends

Is this post-apathy?

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>>35364828
I felt some good feelings listening to this a while back, it's really nice.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TW8Zo0NDkA8

>>35364977
>>When you lose the fear of death
I hope I get cancer or some shit, so my parents don't have to live with the horror of me blowing off my face with a shotgun. I hate my life and my situation, but my parents never did anything wrong to me. Quite the opposite.

>>35365064
that sounds really nice, anon.

I always thought if I ended it while I was still living with them, I'd leave a note saying "this is your fault."

but I think I was always the real asshole

>>35365142
Do you actually see the fault in your parents, or is this just a last "fuck you" to them?

>but I think I was always the real asshole
same here.
My parents just wanted me to live a good live, like my normie sisters. My dad bought me a car and they basically paid for everything I ever needed to socialize, yet I didn't succeed in doing so.
They were always there for me to get help from them, I was just too embarassed to talk to them about most things.

>>35364828
when i feel things it's like the feelings get to a certain part of my brain then they can't get past(?) and it feels numb and a bit sore

This song is basically about apathy.
I dont feel strange. I dont feel anything.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OMNgM3GDy04

>>35364828
feeling empty has been pretty good for me, because I can stay distracted by 4chan, vidya, youtube and whatever dumb shit I think about. I guess it'll become shittier as I get older.

It surprises me that emptiness can be worse than sadness for some people. Being empty, I don't care about my failures most of the time, I don't care about being lonely, I have little shame for being a shit person and I don't care enough to even think about what success would be like

>>35365253
they try really hard. and it always feels like if I just put the effort in, I could meet them halfway or something. but of course I never do

>>35365499
for me it's like >>35365340 said.
I really want to cry and feel sad and I got every reason to, but I just can't.

>>35365565
do you ever get like an empty stomach sort of feeling from it too?

>>35365524
my parents have kind of given up at this point.
When I was drunk with my dad a few weeks ago he asked my why I don't fuck a hot girl every weekend and why I sit at home all the time.
After talking to my mom, my dad was a robot too and he would probably still be a virgin today if it wasn't for her.

>>35365627
not really. The feels just get ignored by the "feel area" of my brain. At least that's what it feels like.

>>35365710
my parents haven't given up yet. that's the really heartbreaking thing :/

>>35365759
That must be even worse than my situation.
When I was younger, I thought "what would my parents think about this" whenever I did something.
I just wanted to make them happy, but instead I disapointed them.
They always were good to me and still are good people.

Maybe I can make them happy if I finally get a gf...

>>35365565
sounds like a bad time. I haven't wanted to cry since I was 12

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>>35364828
This is a nice bread may I post in your thread?

that usually happens to people that are or were drug addicts and/or alcoholics. You fucked up your dopamine receptors, and its for life they will never ever recover.

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>>35364828
Yeah, I don't feel anything anymore. I'm just fatigued and mentally exhausted all the time. I don't really get angry, sad, stressed, or anything else. I just kind of robot through the day until I can finally go to sleep again.

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In the distance I see a red sunset fade to black
A dark city beneath it
I see a revolution like an atomic explosion
Wipe out the top, eat the rich, gulag anyone who stops you
Unite and seize the means of production you apes.