What experiences have made you the pathetic shell of a man that

>>35362026
What did you expect a 13y/o girl to do? Or was she like literally upset? Most grills are always giggly like that.

Anywhore's. I've fucked 8 grills now (25y) and I've never actually approached a grill and asked for her number, it always happened kinda spontaneous, or trough the internet.

>>35362026
Years of complete isolation and extreme poverty, a broken problematic family, long standing health issues and acute injury during a fight.

>>35362026
i've just got something light-hearted to keep it going OP

>be me
>pass both motorcycle tests
>acquire license
>hell yea
>go home from the riding school by bicycle with a big grin
>about take a right turn into my street
>see parents and neighbours are out awaiting me, mom must've told them I passed
>cool stuff, feel even more excited
>turn right
>the fucking rear wheel slips away
>fall just as I enter the street, everybody looks shocked
>leg is stuck in the damn bicycle
>struggling to get up
>hand bleeding
>younger kid stops to check if I'm alright

and that's how the celebration party for my motorcycle license started. as you can imagine I took a lot of remarks that day, as well as on my first ride.

>>35362026

Man, which of the many stories of my life should I tell? Ah how about this one:

>be me
>in middle school
>be in love with a fellow student
>never have the courage to say anything but someone finds out anyway
>school day goes by
>about to head out to where I'm picked up to go home when
>"Oh shit, I forgot to bring home X book that I need"
>Race up to classroom on the second story
>See crush standing there talking with her friend
>Make it to my desk
>Grab book
>On the way out I decide to glance at my crush
>"EWWWW DID HE JUST LOOK AT ME?!" crush say to her friend
>everyone within earshot laughs
>I run out of the room and head down the stairs heartbroken

Ahhhh, thanks for taking that wonderful trip with me through memory lane.

>>35362158
man that sucks but hey at least your brain is still functioning !

>>35362026
> be me, highschool, last year
> best friend has gf for like 6 months
> all is cool but she speaks with me more often
> continues for months
> she dumps him because she wants to be with me but she is a bitch to him about it
> spitting poison all around
> fast forward 3 months
> she is stalking me, brocode doesn't allow me to go for it
> 1 year in
> best friend commits suicide due to how betrayed and alone he felt
Do I even deserve to feel and ever fall in love?

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>>35362631
Op here. Holy shit, dude.

>>35362491
don't you think you are being too harsh on yourself?
middle school was a long time ago and back then boys and girls were scared of each other.

>>35362610
I wish it does because I don't feel like it. I'm going to book an MRI this week.

>>35362762
hopefully you are fine. Some of us will make it in the end.

>>35362631
Jesus anon that's fucked up. I don't know the full story but I don't think you're the one to blame. You have to forgive yourself man. You couldn't have known that he would kill himself and you're not the one that drove them apart

>>35362660

Maybe, but this was just one small factor in a line of events that made me the pathetic shell of a man that I currently am. It was that one situation though which made me avoid women and use the mantra that I'd say to myself everytime I found a woman attractive. "Girls like her don't like guys like you".

>>35362762
What sort of symptoms so you have?

>highschool me
>first ever gf. we kiss and stuff, think i'm hot shit.
>go away for weekend
>gf and best friend have sex while im gone
>both losing their virginity
>splinters friend group and i lose everyone

i thought...how much worse can it get. i dont need them anyways

>next year in highschool
>2nd gf
>things go well. kiss and stuff.
>cheats on me with ex-gfs brother
>whole school mocks me for being a double cuck

trust no thot

>>35362880
>>35362631
>all this shit about having gf's
normies seriously need to leave

>>35362026
Horrible parenting, never making any friends and autism I guess. It's kind of hard to just point to a situation and say that's the one that did it.

>>35362657
>>35362835
Thanks guys. I do consciously understand that I had just some word in that matter but after all those years I start doubting I will ever beat the mental, sublingual, block that I had since then.
Also maybe my shitty childhood has more to do with that than that event. But thanks for the kind words, much appreciated.

>>35362857
one day you will meet someone and think to yourself how did I ever think so low of myself.

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>>35362631
fuck man that's harsh

>>35362026
grill laughing at my dicklet

>>35363108
I have very serious problems and the lack of a relationship is not very important to me at all. Though, it used to be before I understood that life just get progressively worse.

>>35363232
there is always more than meets the eye. I truly believe, even though I know nothing about you, that one day you'll be happy.

>>35363395
I meant to say this in my last post, but thanks anon. I hope things work out for you as well.

>>35362631
I didn't know this was a "Normies getting BTFO" thread. Great story since 3 normies in total got BTFO

man i dont even remember much i repressed all that shit