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>have Borderline Personality Disorder
>today I overreact over nothing and act like a bitch
>I don't do this as often as I used to but it sucks whenever it does
>the people I act like a cunt to don't realize I'm just splitting and that I love, like, and respect them the other 99 percent of the time
>my brain stopped going haywire a little while ago but my body is exhausted
>won't really be able to relax until I fall asleep and (hopefully) wake up feeling better
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Do you have skype or discord? I wish to talk with you at length.
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>>35361697
Do you have a throwaway email? I'll add you tomorrow after I'm rested up.
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i dont think I have BPD (had to look up splitting) but I really feel the stuff you wrote. overreacting got me in bad situations and it still does, especially when drinking. it's like someone pulls a switch and I realize I'm probably being very unreasonable but go on doing it anyway with full force.
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>tfw i also have BPD and it ruined one of the greatest relationships i may ever have
>>35361938
you know nothing
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>>35361681
I know how you feel, bpd sucks
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>>35362130
that's how it works you ignorant shit
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>>35362236
because i *cant* control them when my bpd starts to fuck with me
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>>35362458
it usually starts with ultra anxious paranoid thoughts, then to me accusing them of something and saying a bunch of really mean shit, then its back to normal and i realize i was wrong and its too fucking late
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>>35361697
Jesus Christ this place is cancer.
>lemme get them digitz guurrll
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>borderline personality disorder
did you mean "act like a manchild and not take responsibility for my actions or what effects they might have on others disorder"?
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>>35362744
Personality disorders exist and are real. However; They can control their behaviour, but they will still feel these extreme emotions over perceived insults/not being valued etc.
Shit sucks, and they will never get rid of it. It's like having to control an unruly child, but it's part of you.
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>>35362632
i apologize to her every day, but she just shuts me out. she fucking hates me.
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>>35361681
That's a cute picture of Hanabi, that show has depressingly made me realize how much I want to feel wanted.
>>35361878
Fuck, I am sorry for you anon. I genuinely hope you are able to reconcile things if you havent or find somebody greater. I am not entirely certain how bpd works but it sounds like a hell that nobody deserves.
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>>35363153
What did you do to make her hate you?
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>>35363357
Fuck me, I meant to reply to 35362052
Just end me
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