Post small internal struggles that just make things *that* much

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I mean, at least you look at other views and actually study what's going on in the world rather than blindly following what other people have said.
Good job anon-kun!

>>35343987
Flashbacks of the times I was out of my mind. Physically cringe until the episode passes

>>35343987
I sort of do that. The difference is that I don't care enough to do the research so I just don't have opinions on most things. If someone asks I'll say something like "Well I'm inclined to think [x] but I don't really know enough about it to defend my opinion."

>Buy item from store
>Hand cashier money
>Wallet in one hand, other hand free
>Cashier hands me bills, coins, and receipt in one hand
>I CANT HANDLE ALL OF THESE THINGS

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>keep thinking about having a gf all day at work and the fact that i don't makes me feel depressed.

I have two major problems.

The first is that I don't think things through and end up regretting it later, the second is that I overthink things and end up not doing them even if I know nothing bad will happen. The two work together to create an infinite feedback loop of "You did this/didn't do this last time and it didn't work out so well, so do this now/don't do this now", and it never stops.

"Do you guys have a chip or swipe?"
Please kill me slowly

I have one part of me that is extremely empathetic and caring (to the point where its unhealthy) and another part of me that is incredibly impulsive, that says whatever the fuck he wants and generally has a "Fuck you." attitude. I usually end up staring at my ceiling at night, thinking to myself "Why did I say that? What does that person think now? I hope they aren't sad about what I said. I should go apologize." Basically, these two sides are forever in conflict and it's very mentally exhausting.

Maybe I should see a psychologist.

>shit immune system
>misses at least one day of school a week
>constantly visiting doctor to get excuses for school (only 12 days missed a semester allowed unless you have doctor's note or some other official form)
>incapable of doing any catch-up work while sick
>about a month behind in school work at this point
>failing most classes
>will have to retake several next year
>now severely depressed
>parents dont care
>tfw

>>35343987
This is exactly me, what the fuck. Like I feel as though at any moment I could express some opinion and someone will tell me eight thousand reasons why I'm wrong. It feels like everyone else is so sure of themselves, and I'm not sure if it's because they've learned so much more than me or if they just refuse to consider the fact that they might be wrong.