How do you push yourself to go through with suicide when you're

>>35336021
If someone knew the answer to that, they wouldn't be alive to tell you.

Get drunk or take drugs

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tfw I have feelium on deck. I need one more reason. I just want a time machine to fix my past then I'd be a normie

>>35336064
I got your reason right here
Nothing will hurt ever again

>>35336055
Even drunk, it's never enough to make me go through with it. I can tie the noose around my neck but never have the balls to kick the chair out from under me. If I keep drinking I eventually just pass out.

>>35336021
If I was to kill myself conventionally, it would be with the help of ketamine.
It's a strange drug, but it's what I would choose.

You can no longer think thoughts, even if you try to think a thought, it's just impossible.
You don't feel good, or bad, you don't even feel numb, you just feel nothing.

I would walk along a bridge with an alarm on my phone telling my to jump off (as you would most likely forget why you were on the bridge).

Or I would go on a heroin binge and plan to OD after x amount of time.

>>35336142
Absolutely fucking pathetic.

just remember how many people who were much better than you in every way have killed themselves. your death would be entirely insignificant, there's nothing selfish or immoral about it. literally no consequence.

>>35336021
I will do it tomorrow, when my parents are out. Conviction has never been stronger, I have everything set up. Goodbye robots

>>35337132

Come on man, don't do it so where your parents can find you. Do you realize the kind of mental scarring seeing your hanging lifeless dead corpse will do to them? Do it somewhere else.

You don't, you keep being a distinctly alive piece of garbage and slug through another day.

>>35336021
making sure it's very fucking quick and very fucking painless and you have 0% chance of remaining a vegetable

>>35338042
Ther ed

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I hate thinking about how it will affect everyone else...but I can't live with osteoarthiritis. Fucking getting needles and having a burning feeling all day is pure shit...this year...this year

If I was old and retired I wouldn't care, but I'm not even 25 yet, feel like an old man.