I literally don't know what to do with myself anymore.
I'm not living for anything, I get bored during the day and I'm tired of vidya.
I earn just enough doing a few different things to avoid having a corporate job, but I'm constantly broke/drunk.
I guess I should volunteer or try to make more money, but the thought of interacting with people makes me want to kill myself and I don't know if I have the energy to work more than I already do, which isn't very much.
I fantasize sometimes about winning the lottery or some shit, but honestly what would I even do with the money? I don't want to travel and material things don't interest me really.
Idk, its a tough one. I literally just am not living for anything at all, and I can't imagine what would be a worthwhile goal. I think I'm just really depressed so thats why it seems like that, but I just feel like I don't want to do anything involved in the steps of getting un-depressed.
What do you guys do to occupy the time?
>>35326325
What's wrong with a corporate job?
>>35326483
Well I worked at an ad agency for a few years and that made me want to just kill myself. I figure that it doesn't get better in a more corporate environment.
>>35326325
Learn an instrument dude. A shit guitar is cheap
>>35326637
Oh yeah I play guitar already. Haven't really played in a while though.
>>35326325
I stream movies when I want to, play the games my computer allows me to, I've downloaded many pdfs that I haven't read yet, I recently acquired an electric guitar for free that I have no motivation or amplifier to play anymore, I go out and run at night when I have the energy to, I used to do a lotta exercise but that was back when I was paranoid about getting into fights with strangers. I have pretty generic time wasters but you could do anything, its never been easier to waste time anon.
>I literally just am not living for anything at all, and I can't imagine what would be a worthwhile goal.
Yep
>>35326877
Dude keep playing. Make something. Or at least get good enough to make fun of people who suck