>tfw you actively try to imagine yourself hugging a girl before

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>tfw you actively try to avoid dreaming, or even thinking, about human interaction any more because you fear you will mess it up even in your own mind

Who really /fundamentally lonely/ here?

I find that when I try to force dreams like that, I end up not actually dreaming about it, or I can't remember anything. If I go to sleep without thinking about that, I sometimes get wet dreams.

I had a dream once where I had someone love me. It was so short and it was only a hugging scene. I felt so amazing in the dream, then I woke up realizing I've literally never felt that emotion of pure bliss ever before. And haven't again since the dream.

>Dreamt I fell asleep on her chest
>I felt her shape
>It was so real
>Wake up, cry

>cat sleeps with me
>spoon him
>tfw closest to a bf I will ever get