Who here /screams/? I'm so emotionally stunted that whenever

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I just empty my lungs silently. Don't want to bother the neighbours or make them think I'm being butchered.

Every once in a while, usually while driving home on the freeway late at night, i become overcome with an overwhelming feeling of needing to scream.

Like in that moment, all the rage, pain, hate and loneliness I keep bottled beneath the surface bubbles up and explodes.

I scream at the top of my lungs in the car. Sometimes I even break down and cry. The moment almost always passes as suddenly as it came, and I go back to feeling the calm grey numbness that fills most of my days.