>don't even talk to my housemates any more except for one who is gone for months at a time
>realised none of them gave a shit about me and were only interested in making small talk or bitching about their day
>nicely tell one of them who I considered to be a good friend, I helped him get out of suicidal depression, got him a counsellor, offered for him to stay at my parents house for Christmas so he could keep away from his abusive family
>now the only time we talk is when he makes awkward meaningless small talk when we cross paths
>the entire time all he would have to do is knock on my door and ask how I am
>I used to knock on his door at least once a day to hang out but stopped when I realised he never did the same
>finding new housemates for next year to get the fuck away
Friendship so far has proved a fag lie. Nobody cares enough about me to even ask about my day (except family).
>>35294439
yeah, IKTF
Always trying to reach out, but nobody returns the favor really. Sigh.
But that's just having the poor luck of being around dipshits who don't care
>>35294524
I feel that nobody really cares at the end of the day. If I don't offer my problems no one is really asking. Maybe someone will be like "how's it going?" What am I supposed to do be a des a queen and throw all my scientists at them? I set god dregs for this kingdom heavy talk for others, but nobody does for me.