who /fucked up dick/ here? A long time ago when I was 12 I discovered

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who /fucked up dick/ here?

A long time ago when I was 12 I discovered that humping my bed mattress felt really good and made me cum. After that I discovered that humping the floor felt even better than my bed. Been doing that nearly every day up into my early 20's.

I've never been able to orgasm the normal way, even when I try to. I can still get erections and get to precum but never actually orgasm. The only way I can cum is by humping the floor with my flaccid penis sandwiched between my thigh and the floor. I don't have to willpower to do nofap to see if that would cure me so I keep on fapping in my fucked up degenerate way that I discovered in middle school.

I also never fully retracted my foreskin until I was 22 and there's a shitload of smegma built up from 10 years of never cleaning down there. The glans is very sensitive and doesn't feel good when rubbed, and the bottom part of the glans is colored dark purple for some reason. I thought I had phimosis for a while because it was difficult to pull it back but it's actually because my frenulum is tight, I'm not sure how I'll be able to stretch that. It also smells extremely bad when I pull it back.

I'm still khhv and I'll probably never have sex.