>want to die
>too afraid to die
How do I get over this fear? I've felt like this for 4 years now but I just dont have the guts, while there's nothing really holding me back I just dont dare to do it, too afraid of nothing being on the other side I guess, any tips?
>>35280427
>too afraid of nothing being on the other side I guess
Isn't that the point?
What do you expect? Hell and Heaven? Reincarnation? Waking up in another world?
All what you are is inside your head. All your unique memories, ideas, experiences and your point of view, will die disappear with you.
So do or don't do it, there is no try.
>been wanting to kym for 6 years
>almost succeeded 4 years ago
>mother found me and called an ambulance
>survived
>still wanting to fucking off myself
>can't seem to find the courage to actually go through with it
>doing self-destructive things instead
>wanting to off myself more
It's fucking weird; wanting to die so badly, but still too afraid to die. I think it's because I'm afraid what's after (which is probably nothing) and also because some things are holding me back. I'm afraid if I give up now I miss out on everything good there may come. I don't know, but I get you. It's very complex.
>>35280498
Its mostly instinct sadly, the will to survive is just rooted in all of us and overcoming that is very, very fucking difficult to do
>>35280427
If you have a deathwish, why not make something of it? Ever seen Taxi Driver?
>>35280485
That's the point, his ego can't stand the thought of itself ceasing to exist.
>>35280427
I want to attempt suicide as soon as possible but I'm too scared of the negative effects if I live. What's the best way to do it without access to a tank of carbon monoxide?
>>35280648
Shoot yourself in the head or jump from a very high place. Try to land on your head.