>message my former oneitis, apologize for behaviour during

You need to learn to forgive yourself anon. You need to let go.

Yeah fuck that anon. It's my oneitis birthday tomorrow, I don't even know if I should text her. We don't really talk anymore.

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>>35277368
That was what this message was supposed to be in aid of. But after 5 or so years of shutting myself inside and avoiding contact, it's had the opposite effect. I'm 23, and my most pertinent fears and anxieties still revolve around events that occurred when I was fucking 16.

>>35277393
My advice is to just cut it off completely. The longer you hold on, the longer you'll hurt. Suppose I should take my own advice, shouldn't I?

>>35277439
You're probably right.
It's weird I feel like I'm in exactly the same situation. In love with her since 16, and 23 now. Fuck that.
I'll just try and ignore tomorrow and get get drunk and/or play vidya I guess.

>>35277325
She forgave you, don't give her the chance to hate you again. This is closure, cut contact and move on.

Easier said than done I know, but she is a lost cause for you.

>>35277325
you fucking intentionally engineered this situation, you had to at least consider that this would be the outcome when you were writing and sending the message whether you admit it to yourself or not
I can't really fault you because I know it would be the same way for me