/r9k/, please share with me music that you highly associate with

>>35277233
Crywank Tomorrow is nearly yesterday album is a sad nostalgic album for me because I used to listen to it when I was planning to kill myself.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7kqI5fAlv5E

My drug enabling "friend" and I used to drive around looking for weed, LSD, and/molly while listening to this

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qlEjQ6Fp-bo

I pretended to smoke cigarettes to be "friends" with him.

Sadly this is the closest thing to friendship I've had in more than a decade

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mAH7CLUmvhE

Reminds me of the fact that I will never actually experience anything notable myself, and that all of the memories and feelings in my head are from fictional media, since that is the only form of escapism and freedom I've had my entire life.

>>35277263
I'm glad you didn't do it. This wasn't original. But still, I'm really glad.

Merle Haggard was the first redpill I ever took.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W-ER-yo1V3s

I was delivering auto parts at the time to pay for a criminal fine that I absolutely deserved to pay. Before I faced consequences for my actions, I justified everything that was wrong in myself and other people, and yet during that period of self-righteous denial, I was the least happy I've ever been. The song reminds me less of my legal troubles than the thankless task of slavery to other people's ideals.

>>35277233
Whistle for the choir by The Fratellis.

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=o1oKBbReaOs

Girl I actually almost dated sat in the car and jammed to this while looking over the city.

Closest thing to a relationship in 7 years, she's dating my best friend now.

>>35277233

everything related to visual novels, especially key, is sad, since thats all i read in high school and college

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lR4dw_B423E

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o6BgI6IVnQU

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JikmsNiJZ2Q

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2O9K7E3lDRU

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>>35277233

Some of my favourite songs

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=akk3lf0PELo
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TzZCKlsoLIk
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XmSoW6H5ViI

A little bit more "beaty", if you prefer that:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w_qdNfGbwb0
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dsPuV8hSAgA

>>35277285
try weed
it's not really the big deal though, helps to relax and you don't become a stoner if you have self-control

>>35278181

Btw, most of them just accompany me in my solitude.

I might associate CF Bundy with a girl I loved, and how I pathetically fucked up and everything in my life ended up even worse than before.
It is not that I failed in the sense of not being able to approach her, interestingly. I failed when I behaved like a mentally ill paranoid monster like it seems I am doomed to do.

The mess I made.

>>35277233
I knew a girl for six years, we were young and just friends.
As we grew older, she started to get feelings for me and at one point confessed her love for me.
I've never been interested in relationships, never felt 'love', never had anything like that.
But we started 'dating' for a while anyway. It just made being with her feel like a chore.
She always used to tell me her problems, she'd talk to me the second she got home from school every day.
But since we started dating, it was all we did. As she got older she just got more and more emotional, she had some issues.
Every moment spent with her was her complaining about everything, crying to me, but I wasn't very emotional.
Eventually it was just too much of a chore and I left her.
She was my entire life. I'd spend every single day with her. While I don't regret leaving her, I do miss those days.
The days when I had something to do, something to look forward to, some sort of pattern or routine.
When I actually felt like I had some sort of life, even if it was a simple one.
The days when I had a reason to get out of bed.

A long while after I stopped talking to her, I heard this song somewhere. I think my niece played it or it was on the radio.
The lyrics, they just reminded me of her. Of everything. They're not spot on accurate but.. I can relate to them.
It reminds me of when I had something.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lp1fQ51YZMM

bump for feels

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lM4527OVCFU

>>35277233
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ki0ndCJt-4s
they were simpler times

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=U-GMDMnep3E

> sing me to sleep....

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https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=4JSGuJYNraY

Also some OC, here's some music I wrote mourning the death of a character who died in my autistic story, on a mission to destroy a super weapon that would have destroyed the good guy's ten-mile-tall tree city if it had been brought to operation.

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8jN8SII8ytI
I listen to this when I pretend to live in a shoujo

>>35277233
this song always make me nostalic. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QECJ9pCyhns

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aGSKrC7dGcY
Enjoy the silence-Depeche mode.

To start off, I was an autistic beta faggot.
As I was forced to go to a highschool I didnt want to go to, I met her on the introduction do. And we bonded great, Almost half a year in we started getting better and better friends. We even slept over and hung out after school, We were always happy together. In the 2nd/3rd year of highschool she started crushing on some lanklet chad, It destroyed me. And I couldnt face her for 3+ days when she confessed to me, I tried getting over it and just being happy for her. They continued dating for 5 months, And she started looking more unhappy, And generally distraught about 3 months in. I tried getting through to her but she never told me what was wrong. I spent multiple weeks being worried sick about that girl, And she knew. She avoided contact with me for a month because of some apparent reason. I felt courageous and I tried to talking to the lanklet (He was almost 30cm taller than me during this) and she came to talk to him, All I got from her was a smile wich melted my heart, And the lanklet told her to straight up fuck off. Not being ashamed of how he treated her (inb4 whiteknight fucking faggot). And the way he treated her got worse for those next couple of weeks. Untill the point where he actually slapped her in public. I tried talking to her but we always made smalltalk, And never really discussed her relationship. I knew we were fading away, I was genuinly worried about her.
Cont...?

I miss that fucking pool.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wxzrrUWOU8M

>>35277233
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wsxrzTAeC8c

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2R77O3IqddE

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>>35280282

Keep going my man

Commentarino

>>35280282
fuck me daddy, and cry

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2RQsbGeqYfY

Used to sing this to my ex - it's fucking cringe-normie-tier.
I don't really remember how we got together but we had some common friends, but never really spoke to one another. We just started talking about music one day, because he had noted that I had said something about Interpol and then it went on from there. He was a very damaged soul; severe depressed, mommy issues and did drugs. I'm borderline and depressed and we somehow managed to find comfort in each other even though I treated him like shit most of the time, but when we were happy, we were really happy. I sometimes miss him, but it would be like taking the rider over again and that wouldn't gain any of us anything at all.

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>>35277233
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h0rE8dI6dRg

i'd often listen to this song years ago while talking to a girl i really liked.

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>>35280117
Gonna continue, here are songs that make feel nostalgic.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4Tls8Neie2Q
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cgXm4W_AG0c
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qnOMQdsOrVY

>>35280486
After a few months of her dating that douchebag, I started getting really depressed. And worried, Since she's always been ''the love of my life'' (I know that it's a meme, But I still genuinly love her. And I'm planning on asking her to marry me) I thought that i'd have a serious talk with the goy that's treating her like that. And he wanted to meet me after school. I thought it was just a serious discussion so I got the both of us a drink, And I got surprised by being attacked by 2-3 guys literally all 20cm taller than me. All I remember is her smile in the hospital.
cont??