It's another episode of anon staying at home in the weekend.

>>35276711
I'm in poor health mentally and... more and more important lately... physically unhealthy. I kinda wish I had someone to spend time with, but I would at least need to be physically healthy first. My idea of fun is drinking. I really really really need to take a break from drinking so I can get better. That's really hard.

>>35276711
why do you assume it would be more fun to go out and do something im very comfy in my own home

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>>35276711
I have exams next week
also
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>>35276711
I spent years going out every weekend and I'm still a fucked up retard. Might as well save money.

>went out this weekend
>had a drink at a club
>danced alone
>stood alone in corner drinking
>went home alone

why did I just waste my time going out when I could've been shitposting on 4chan?

OP you mean it's another episode of not being invited out right?

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>>35276711
Nothing in the world makes me happier than being cozy at home, plus I'm not in the mood to spend any money, and don't particularly want friends. I don't like leaving the house unless I absolutely have to.

As a result, here I am. The only thing that I'd like to add to the equation is a girlfriend and eventual wife who's also a shut-in, but beyond that, I don't particularly give a fuck.

>>35276711
>Why aren't you out having fun robots?

Because I've been around people all week at work.

I just want some peace and quiet.

I've been out yesterday night and hated it.

>>35276711
Because instead of looking the way I was supposed to, I'm a fucking monument to all my mistakes.I shouldn't know what it's like to feel the skin falling off my hands.
11 Years ago. And as far as I'm concerned I died 11 years ago.
Sorry, that was the anonymity..
But the answer from one robot to another.
I'm not having fun because I'm unable to have fun.

I would probably go out if I didn't have a million thoughts blowing up in my mind every second.

See, I just don't know where this shit is heading. Without a real purpose, without anything at all to look forward to, I have no reason to do anything. I had a gf I was suppose to visit but she would never pick a date. Every month was a new excuse and every month I would get less and less motivated to do anything. Eventually she disappeared and I learned my fate was predetermined from the beginning.

So now I just wait for that fate to happen. Well, not exactly. I'm just waiting for that first bit of it to happen. Then I'll be able to get the ball rolling and have the time of my life.

All they taught me was this:
My fate is set in stone and no matter what I do, no matter my actions, what comes next is of their design.

Their design was to make me a miserable person and then they act all surprised that I'm miserable. Their design was to get my hopes up again, and again, and again... only to have them come crashing down, sending me into a deep depression of suicidal thoughts. The only thing that will make me work on myself (more than I have already because let's be fucking honest, I'm a god damn saint now compared to before) is if they show me with an absolute guarantee what I have to look forward to. So far they have shown me I have NOTHING to look forward to. That my future is going to be cut incredibly short, that my one joy in life will be stripped away from me. My future is one of nothing but despair and pointlessness. I'm incredibly sick.

So that's why I'm in on the weekends. My creators cause me to suffer, give me the bleakest sight into the future, and get all pissy when I rebel. This is not a "Bite the hand that feeds you" story but a "The hand offers food but instead beats the animal and then takes what little food they did have while lecturing about being positive and helping others."

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>>35276711
>It's another episode of anon staying at home in the weekend.
>Why aren't you out having fun robots?
>implying the only way to have fun is to be around other
Yeah no thanks. If it were up to me I'd never interact with another human in person again I would. I enjoy every moment I have alone.

pic related: my only friend

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>went to work this morn
>chilled with friendos all day
>decide fuck it yesterday was payday we got cash let's chill
>go get grub
>good ass time
>catch a late screening of Logan
>movie was enjoyable
>then went into theaters little arcade
>played ddr for a fuckibg hour
>just now got home
>1:54 am

Fun night, only think that blows is I have work at noon so I'm probably gonna pull an all nighter

>>35277377
-_-

Sorry for being the center of ya'lls universe. I never asked for this.

i went out with chad and 5 girls, they all dances with chad while avoiding me.

>>35276711
me and my fembot gf are staying together, and we're having fun, so jokes on you

>>35277259
This. I don't give a single fuck about going out, having friends, socialising etc. I've done that shit already, it's boring. I much prefer my own company.

The only thing that sucks about being happy alone and hating socialising is that it is a shit load harder to meet girls.

>implying staying at home shitposting and watching anime and maybe getting high isn't way more fun than dude going out lmao

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>>35276711
It's my birthday tomorrow, but it's a Sunday so I can't go out. I asked a friend to go to a bar on Saturday and he said he was busy

Now I have to go movies alone to save myself the embarrassment from my family

Because who cares. Its my birthday and if i want to spend it shitposting and sleeping all day i can.

>>35279751
How old are ya turning? I'm on my 21st

do you think we have friends? really?no way OP no way

>>35279820
20. I dont know what I'm going to get as a "gift" for myself. Last year i bought one of those giant pimp cups from amazon so i could drink 3 cans of dr pepper out of it with a silly straw.

Yesterday I played guitar with a robot friend.
He's like hardcore robot, though. Stutters, virgin walk, glasses, the whole pack. It's always bizarre to hang out with him but he's a good person so I enjoy his company.

I have the flu.

>>35276711
Because I'm "in" having fun. Outside is full of anxiety. Thats not fun.

>>35276711

>Why aren't you out having fun robots?

Because I have not found activities that are fun.

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Because I'm playing EUIV
Also, why the hell would I leave my house? I love being here.

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lol knowing what day it is - what are you some kinda normal?

>>35276711
when i go out im not happy

>you have to go out to have fun
Are normies really that boring and dull that they can't stand themselves and being alone?

>>35277696

This. I hate having friends but i like girls

>>35280530
>playing the worst of the GSG games from paradox

i'd rather be dead

>>35276711
Do you think that if the government turned off residential TV, radio and internet every Saturday and Sunday, will more people go out and socialise?

>>35280803
I'd just stay home, read books and watch anime I'd have downloaded during the week
Checkmate non-virgins

>>35276711
Nothing to do in this shitty town

>>35277218
Going to a club alone is literally one of the worst decisions ever. Unless you have a lot of money, smooth talker and atleast average looking...
>your fighting a uphill battle

>>35281183
You'd get bored of it eventually. And even if you are a lost cause, the lazy normies are more likely to leave the house, even if it is just to go to the pub and watch TV there. win-win for the government.

>>35282320
>You'd get bored of it eventually.
Wow you seem to know me better than I do. Wow.

Too scared/paranoid to go out in public. Mental health is pretty bad, and I look like garbage.