>Be 20 >Fapping for six years >no gf ever >Kinks

Yes
Especially
>Even after giving in to the craving, the orgasm isn't even that good, and the feeling of guilt afterwards outweighs the dopamine rush

Humans were meant for better things

>>35275428
I didn't think about it until seeing your post, but I just realized that I've been masturbating for more years than I was alive when I started. Kind of a strange thought.

I never got past vanilla because I realized it's unlikely to ever happen in my life

>>35275428
That's kind of odd. I've watched all sorts of porn over the years, and just a picture, a video of girls kissing, or my imagination is still good enough for me.

Started at 12, have probably averaged 3.5 times a day over the course of my life, most of that while using porn. Never been an issue.

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>>35275428
>Fappin for 6 years.
>Only developed cuck fetish.
You talk like this is something not normal.

>>35275428
Isn't all male V female cuck porn because you are just an observer?

I only really ever enjoyed getting off to girls solo or lesbian stuff. I always am turned off seeing guys there.

I understand how porn availability has bread this fuck fetishism.

Stop watching that kind of porn dude. You are clearly self aware kinks evolve over time, stop exposing yourself to it. Watch PoV shit and girls solo,.Don't do no FAP bullshit. Stick to solo girls for two weeks then come post again about your progress.

Seriously I'm trying to help you. You are too young to be into that shit. The only time I feel being a cuck would be acceptable is when you are so in love with a woman but you have grown too old or disabled to please her so you genuinely get off on her happiness

>>35275913
Thanks for the advice, I occasionally get the craving to watch camgirls or solo stuff, but yeah, that's a good idea, I think I'll just make a habit of nofapping for a week or two until the more vanilla or solo stuff is enough to get me off.

>>35275428
Sounds like you have a porn addiction, but you also might have low-testosterone. You shouldn't be having difficulty getting off to regular sex. If your test levels are below 500 mg/dl, you have low-test for your age. Nofapping for longer than 7 days has zero benefits, you should jerk off once a week. I recommend starting slow, using lube, using your imagination. You can build up to thrusting your pelvis until you cum. What you should do is build up your sensitivity. If you need to imagine cuck shit at first, don't despair, you at least didn't use porn.

Looks like your threads about to die but before it does I just wanna tell you that I can relate to the porn-dependency and weird fetishism. Not for cuck shit, though, that's pretty fucking disgusting desu. I've never been into receiving humiliation, but I go so far the other way to avoid humiliating myself that just about any girl I sleep with can tell I have some very weird hangups. Don't let it get to you too much.

You actually need to see a therapist. Being a cuck isn't healthy, you have serious issues.

Cuck porn now is a lot less healthy than it was in the days of fuckmywife.com - That site presumed you were the bull taking some faggot's wife. Somehow, the cuck has become considered as the one with the cool, unique, kinky sexual fetish, not that it gains him anything. It is purely a tool to unman men.

>>35275428
I used to have this problem. The solution is to continue fapping, but quit porn. Trying to quit fapping is too hard, and unsustainable, but quitting porn can be done and fixes the problems you have

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>>35275428
just wait till you get a gf and discover how much it spirals out of control
>fap every day
>fuck her every other day
>still not enough
>buy sex toys
>fap, onaholes, and fuck gf weekly
>still empty
>still crave more
>convince gf to me having a friends with benefits on the side
>eventually leads to threesome with sex toys and kink galore.
>still empty
>still want more
>tfw for the last 16 years you have been a slave to your dick

i used to feel guilty when i was 17, now i can get off to many things and not feel anything, just keep going

>>35278419
Sounds like you are a nymphomaniac

>>35275428
Nofap is a meme
NOPORN CHANGED MY LIFE. Not joking. Nofap is like trying to starve yourself. Noporn is like only eating healthy food.

>>35278446
Nymphomaniacs want sex and orgasm, it isn't about fetishes. I would know, i dated one for 2,5 years. This guys is just a degenerate.

>>35278419
i know this feel minus the fucking gf

i am a slave to my dick i jerk off like 5 times daily and i can't stop, my whole life revolves around what my dick wants to do and i can never have that (women)

>>35275428
isn't all porn cuckish?

>>35275428
I feel your pain bro I have the same not with cuck though but something worse. Once youve been past a certain point you cant go back. Dont repress it, accept it. Most you can do is looking at your inferiority complex and deal with it in psychodynamic therapy, possibly EMDR and CBT. Things like nofap dont help at all.

It really does suck but you got to accept the fetish and just fap to it and if youre lucky it will be less attractive in a few years because you grow as a person. Id advice against making your fantasies a reality since that will possibly destroy you as a person but the fap guilt goes away.

Good luck if you have any questions feel free to ask. Been in struggle with my fetishes for over six years

>>35275428
i recommend castration. it's helpful for those redditards who have failed /nofap/

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>>35279999

Fapping prevention kit

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>>35279040

Porn is the opposite of cuckish.

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>>35280142
2/2

Additionally porn uncucks men.

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>>35278512

And NoFreshUnderpants is like living in harmony with nature.

>>35278512
funny you say that, right now i'm actually both starving myself and abstaining from masturbation so i'll be ascetic master race

being a fat food and porn addict it's a good exercise for the strength of will

>>35275428
I know OP is long gone at this point, but anyway here is my long winded response.

Many times, weird pornographic fetishes are a manifestation of our fears. It's the mind's way of coping with them by bringing them into a non threatening dominion where they bring us pleasure instead of anxiety or pain.

I've had the cuck porn fetish for a while before I realized exactly why it was there.

I wondered why "hotwife" or scenarios with the cuck watching disgusted me, and only the "faithful wife cheating for the first time while the husband was away" could make me rock solid, every time. The girls could've been the same and the words were fake anyways, and yet my dick was affected the same; I knew this has to be mental.

After some soul searching I finally realized I have pretty bad trust issues. I am a fiercely independent, even giving my car to a mechanic gives me anxiety because I don't trust them. I'd rather do everything for myself. I figure the specific cuck fetish manifested because I'm terrified of HAVING to trust a girl to be faithful.

Knowing why is only half the battle, learning to conquer your fear is the rest. I am no longer as mistrustful of others, and I've got to say the frequency of masturbating to cuck porn has been greatly affected. Now if I could only figure out why it has been replaced by a Russian MILF fetish.

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>Falling for the porn and masturbation meme
>cucking yourself

>not taking the waifu pill

>>35280149
Wtf, I love porn now.

>>35280162
>NoEat
for some reason this is just hysterically hilarious to me