hi /r9k/ drunk blogposter here
>be me in uni
>no gf
>my dad just got diagnosed wtih cancer
>drunk alone in my room
>people partying, talking, etc outside
>still here doing absolutely nothing except feeling sorry for myself
can i die
How much shit does it take for one of us to finally just snap and an-hero?
Everythingt people with the exacty same fucking issues as me say is that they wish they were dead, but they're not man enough to do it
Is that because all of those brave souls have already passed?
Also anon, you're not going to die. You watched too many movies, too much anime.
Your survival instinct will kick in and your brain will forever cling to the hope of being saved by a QT girl that genuinely loves you.
Now, both you and I know this day will never come, but it's strong enough of an illusion that you can't quite kill yourself.
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i dunno if i could ever stomach killing myself while my parents and sister are still alive.
but it would be pretty cool if i hadn't been conceived or something like that.