It's one of those nights anons, I'm just trying to

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I decided 3 years ago to die from a heart attack, suicide by cheese burger. Since then I've gained 80 pounds, 180 to 260. I don't want to die anymore, but I can't lose my weight, now I just want to kill myself. I'm only 21, I regret my eating decisions at 18. Fuck you Mom and Dad for getting divorced.

>>35272429
You can do it. Focus on giving your body healthy building blocks. Start with one small change, like staying hydrated.

>>35272500
I drink like a gallon of water and lift weights everyday, my Dad brings home a ton of shit food and constantly barbecues with his fucking dumb bitch of a girlfriend where he makes me literally 10 pounds of meat (hamburgers/steak/sausages/brisket) he doesn't even touch the shit, leaves it for me to eat, it's so good. I told him how much weight I've gained the other day and he was suprised, I've lived with him for three years and he's never asked or wonder, it's all his fault. I told him wanted to live with my mom 3 years ago and he told me he loved me and wanted to make me a man, fucker made me a great big whale.