Does anybody else sometimes have little periods throughout the day sometimes where they kind of begin entering the frame of mind like:
>I am something special. I see something that others don't, and I am chosen by a higher power to save humanity. I just need to figure out how to do that. I am humanaties last hope to stop it from killing itself.
or something like that?
I'm on zoloft and depakote and adderall and it helped my bipolar shit but I still keep getting this. what is this? schizophrenia?
Sometimes I do talk to myself in my head though:
>You are to follow the tenfold path. Be a noble strong man.
>Be honorable, blah blah
And then I get myself into situations like this, and when I'm out of that frame of mind, I'm like
>why did i fucking do this?
I do it alot at work too(I'm a mcdonalds '''''chef'''') and its fucking annoying. Should I seek help?
>>35270509
I get this too. I think it's just being nuts. Why you and not the person passing by on the street? I guess it's just an idea that will keep us going.
>>35270509
One night:
>Little bro makes me watch Rick and Morty
>I like it
>I was kind of depressed at this time, lay down, start getting more depressed and suicidal
>Start thinking of Rick and inter-dimensional travel
>Start thinking really hard about alternate universes and dimensions, realize that if there really is an infinite number of realities and anything is possible, then there must be a reality where I have learned to travel outside the dimension like Rick
>Realize that it's also entirely possible for a version of that reality to exist where I am coming to get ME, specifically ME, the one in this universe
>Realize that it's also possible there's something preventing that from happening, but then start thinking just me thinking that could have made it not happen
>Start crying and feeling fucking terrible, trying my damndest to think of escaping this dimension
>End up passing out
Never had something like it happen again.
>>35270509
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