I hate nice girls.
If they so much as say hello, it stays on my mind.
If they return texts, my heart races.
The day one calls me, I know I'll look at my call history and grin.
But that's just them being nice.
People who are nice to me are also nice to everyone else.
I almost end up forgetting that.
If the truth is cruel, then lies must be kind.
That's why kindness is a lie.
I gave up on always expecting it,
always mistaking it,
and even hoping for it.
Someone who's' worked so hard at being alone doesn't fall for the
same trick twice.
I'm a veteran at this.
I'm the best when it comes to losing.
That's why I'll always hate nice girls.
Absolutely atrocious.
>tfw you will never be Japanese so can't profit from writing shit like this
This is good. It mainly won't get any praise here because of the subject matter, and because cynicism and negativity are such a large part of /r9k/ and general 4chan culture, but I thought that it was very well-written and thought provoking. Keep writing and DO NOT DEPEND ON POSITIVE AFFIRMATION FROM OTHERS. It's unreliable and thus risky to try to derive your motivation from it.
>>35268695
this is literally a copy-paste from a japanese rom-com light novel about a robot-like guy ranting about how he hates women leading him on
>>35268709
I've been misled. I guess it makes sense that it's of a certain quality if it was actually published, regardless of the context. I feel dumb.
>>35268522
Why don't you just let best girl come along to sooth your fractured soul anon?
>>35268817
>LN publishing
>certain quality
>>35268908
don't be rude doode