>order a pizza
>sweating and dry heaving waiting for the delivery guy to get here hoping i can pull this off
>doorbell rings
>oh fuck.jpg
>open the door and shout into my dark apartment "pizzas here!"
>complete silence
>i turn around and the delivery guy is smirking
>i hand him a 20 dollar bill
>close the door before even getting my change
>>35264803
bump, i can't even eat i hate myself so much
Why do you even pretend to have people over? I dont get it. Who cares what a deliver guy thinks of you? He probably wouldnt even have thought anything of it if you didnt pretend to have people over.
>>35264803
I'm not nearly as anxious as you but if I'm having takeout alone I prefer getting it directly from the place and it helps.
>caring what other people think of you
found your problem