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>sunny day
>nothing to do
>will feel guilty if I say inside, like I'm wasting my youth
>feel guilty for driving about with nothing to do
>spent some time learning maths in my free time yesterday and it was fun but I feel guilty unless I work extremely hard but since I will work hard I may as well postpone it one more day, right?
I feel non-stop guilty no matter what I do. I'm missing out on something but I don't know what.
>main hobby for the past two years has been driving about, drinking coffee, browsing 4chan, feeling sad about life
>always drive through city centre
>sometimes went to library or cinema to feel less alone
>had zero social life for years
Society just feels so fradulent. As a male you are either Chad or you are seen as shit.
>driving around during a sunny day
>seeing all the qt from a nearby university
>knowing I never talked to anyone during university and they only go for Chads and are disgusted by everyone else
>find the idea of working hard in my 20s to get leftover women in my 30s a sick joke that is overoptimistic anyway
Life is suffering.
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>>35258145
>feel guilty for driving about with nothing to do
you better be, mofo. stop clogging the traffic
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>>35258145
I know those feels, it's like i feel guilt because of me existing with inferior genes. I went through uni without anyone interacting with me, even if we had group work. There was only one dude who seemed as ostracized as me, we talked a few times and he also did some of my work, like he did for others. I remember once when i went to my usual seat some girl came and took her bag which was nearby and moved a long way just to sit alone.
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>>35258145
Reminds me of my time in school. I was, like the few "friends" i had the usual outcast. Got bullied to death for playing yugioh and wearing a Vokuhila. When i was about to finish school, last year before exams, i was thrown in another school where basically nobody knew me. Thought thats gonna be my Chance to change my life. Act normie. Be normie. I am the normal normie. Get along with them and some even like me. Lost contact to the yugioh Guys from the other school so those people where the close to being friends as possible but i still couldnt call them friend. I turned into a hollow husk from all this pretending it literally made me sick. My mom Saved me when i tried to sodoku and I fell in deep depressions. Had to repeat that last graduating year. Now i have a decent Job and a really close friend which really makes my life bearable.
To make things short, accept who you are and try to find something fun to do. Normies want to tell you life is just marriage and Sex but thats their life. Im not telling you to abandon society but just because you dont fit in doesnt mean youre doing something wrong.
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>>35258187
Yeah fucker, don't you dare get in your car, especially around 8am or 5pm
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